Released: March 28, 2019

Producer: Alaina Castillo

[Verse 1]
I know you hear me when I cry
I try to hold it in at night
While you're sleeping next to me
But it's your arms that I need this time, this time
Look at the cards that we've been dealt
If you were anybody else
Probably wouldn't last a day
Every tear's a rain parade from hell, from hell

[Pre-Chorus]
Baby, you do it so well
You've been so understanding, you've been so good
And I'm puttin' you through more than one ever should
And I'm hating myself 'cause you don't want to
Admit that it hurts you

[Chorus]
I know that it breaks your heart when I cry again
Over him, mmh
I know that it breaks your heart when I cry again
'Stead of ghostin' him

[Post-Chorus]
We'll get through this, we'll get past this, I'm a girl with
A whole lot of baggage
But I love you, we'll get past this, I'm a girl with
A whole lot of baggage, yeah

[Verse 2]
Though I wish he were here instead
Don't want that living in your head
He just comes to visit me
When I'm dreaming every now and then, and then
And after all that we been through
And after all that we been through
There's so much to look forward to
What was done and what was said
Leave it all here in this bed with you, with you

[Pre-Chorus]
Baby, you do it so well
You've been so understanding, you've been so good
And I'm puttin' you through more than one ever should
And I'm hating myself 'cause you don't want to
Admit that it hurts you, baby

[Chorus]
I know that it breaks your heart when I cry again
Over him
I know that it breaks your heart when I cry again
'Stead of ghostin' him

[Post-Chorus]
We'll get through this, we'll get past this, I'm a girl with (Girl with)
A whole lot of baggage
But I love you, we'll get past this
I'm a girl with a whole lot of baggage, yeah

Alaina Castillo

Alaina Castillo (born November 16, 1999) is an American singer-songwriter from Houston, Texas. She started gaining fame from posting singing covers of songs on her Youtube channel, which currently has over 800k subscribers.

On October 18, 2019, Alaina released her debut single “i don’t think i love you anymore” from her debut EP, antisocial butterfly.

After the release of two droplet singles, “valentine’s day” and “ocean waves”, Castillo released the lead single “just a boy” from her sophomore EP, the voicenotes, on March 26, 2020.