Released: May 14, 2019

Producer: Alaina Castillo

[Verse 1]
I'm jealous of the rain
That falls upon your skin
It's closer than my hands have been
I'm jealous of the rain
I'm jealous of the wind (Jealous of the wind)
That ripples through your clothes
It's closer than your shadow
Oh, I'm jealous of the wind

[Chorus]
'Cause I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There's nothing to forgive
But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was
Heartache and misery
It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way
You're happy without me

[Verse 2]
I'm jealous of the nights
That I don't spend with you
I'm wondering who you lay next to
Oh, I'm jealous of the nights
I'm jealous of the love
Love that wasn't here
Gone for someone else to share
Oh, I'm jealous of the love

[Chorus]
'Cause I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There's nothing to forgive
But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was
Heartache and misery
It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way
You're happy without me

[Bridge]
As I sink in the sand
Watch you slip through my hands
Oh, as I die here another day, yeah
'Cause all I do is cry behind this smile

[Chorus]
I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There's nothing to forgive
But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was
Heartache and misery
It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way
You're happy without me

[Outro]
It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way
You're happy without me

Alaina Castillo

Alaina Castillo (born November 16, 1999) is an American singer-songwriter from Houston, Texas. She started gaining fame from posting singing covers of songs on her Youtube channel, which currently has over 800k subscribers.

On October 18, 2019, Alaina released her debut single “i don’t think i love you anymore” from her debut EP, antisocial butterfly.

After the release of two droplet singles, “valentine’s day” and “ocean waves”, Castillo released the lead single “just a boy” from her sophomore EP, the voicenotes, on March 26, 2020.