Released: October 25, 2019
Songwriter: Alexander 23
Producer: Alexander 23
[Verse 1]
My brain is a scary place
So I spend my time on the internet
Surf waves on a board that's made of keys
All my friends are usernames and passwords
That light up my screen, but afterwards I'm right back in the dark
[Chorus]
I don't know who I'm more scared of
Who I was or who I have become
Oh, God, if you exist, I could use some help with this
I don't know who I'm more scared of
Who I was or who I have become
Oh, God, if you exist, I could use some help with this
[Post-Chorus]
Oh, God (I'm losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my)
Oh, God (I'm losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my)
[Verse 2]
My heart has a scary face
So I spend my time chasing silhouettes
'Cause you left, but your shadow's all I see
And I keep the TV on so that the lonely ain't so low
But I'm still the only voice I can't hear in my head
[Chorus]
I don't know who I'm more scared of
Who I was or who I have become
Oh, God, if you exist, I could use some help with this
I don't know who I'm more scared of
Who I was or who I have become
Oh, God, if you exist, I could use some help with this
[Post-Chorus]
Oh, God (I'm losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my)
Oh, God (I'm losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my)
[Outro]
(I'm losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my)
(I'm losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my)
My brain is a scary place
So I spend my time on the internet
Surf waves on a board that's made of keys
All my friends are usernames and passwords
That light up my screen, but afterwards I'm right back in the dark
[Chorus]
I don't know who I'm more scared of
Who I was or who I have become
Oh, God, if you exist, I could use some help with this
I don't know who I'm more scared of
Who I was or who I have become
Oh, God, if you exist, I could use some help with this
[Post-Chorus]
Oh, God (I'm losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my)
Oh, God (I'm losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my)
[Verse 2]
My heart has a scary face
So I spend my time chasing silhouettes
'Cause you left, but your shadow's all I see
And I keep the TV on so that the lonely ain't so low
But I'm still the only voice I can't hear in my head
[Chorus]
I don't know who I'm more scared of
Who I was or who I have become
Oh, God, if you exist, I could use some help with this
I don't know who I'm more scared of
Who I was or who I have become
Oh, God, if you exist, I could use some help with this
[Post-Chorus]
Oh, God (I'm losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my)
Oh, God (I'm losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my)
[Outro]
(I'm losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my)
(I'm losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my)
- I’m Sorry I Love You (2019)
- IDK You Yet
- High School
- Dirty AF1s
- Cry Over Boys
- Mars
- Brainstorm
- Come Here and Leave Me Alone
- Another Summer Night Without You
- See You Later
- Girl
- I Hate You So Much
- When I Die
- The Internet
- 20 Something
- Sad
- Loving You Gets Hard
- Part 2 (unreleased)
- Going Through It (unreleased)
- Who Hurt You (unreleased)
- I Don’t Want to Love You Anymore (unreleased)
- Same Bed (unreleased)
- Heartless (unreleased)
- IDK You Yet (Live on Piano)
- Caught in the Middle