Released: October 25, 2019

Songwriter: Alexander 23

Producer: Alexander 23

[Verse 1]
My brain is a scary place
So I spend my time on the internet
Surf waves on a board that's made of keys
All my friends are usernames and passwords
That light up my screen, but afterwards I'm right back in the dark

[Chorus]
I don't know who I'm more scared of
Who I was or who I have become
Oh, God, if you exist, I could use some help with this
I don't know who I'm more scared of
Who I was or who I have become
Oh, God, if you exist, I could use some help with this

[Post-Chorus]
Oh, God (I'm losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my)
Oh, God (I'm losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my)

[Verse 2]
My heart has a scary face
So I spend my time chasing silhouettes
'Cause you left, but your shadow's all I see
And I keep the TV on so that the lonely ain't so low
But I'm still the only voice I can't hear in my head

[Chorus]
I don't know who I'm more scared of
Who I was or who I have become
Oh, God, if you exist, I could use some help with this
I don't know who I'm more scared of
Who I was or who I have become
Oh, God, if you exist, I could use some help with this

[Post-Chorus]
Oh, God (I'm losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my)
Oh, God (I'm losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my)

[Outro]
(I'm losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my)
(I'm losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my)

Alexander 23

Alexander 23, also known as Alexander Glantz is from Chicago, Illinois.

His debut started with the song “Dirty AF1s” and followed it with his debut EP “I’m Sorry I Love You.”

In 2019, he went on tour with Alec Benjamin, mxmtoon, Omar Apollo and made his Lollapalooza debut. 2020 started with him having two sold out shows at The Moroccan Lounge and going on tour with Chelsea Cutler.