Released: November 7, 2020

Songwriter: BENEE Josh Fountain

Producer: Josh Fountain

[Verse 1]
Hope I don't die inside a plane
I'd like to die a better way
And if I live to an old age
I would have seen everything change

[Pre-Chorus]
I understand why people leave
But leaving seems scary to me

[Chorus]
I think about these things too much
My mind likes to wind itself up
And I don't get a lot of sleep
'Cause what if they happen to me?

[Post-Chorus]
'Cause what if they happen to me?
Yeah, what if they happen to me?

[Verse 2]
What if my room burns down in flames?
And I die in my sleep
And never wake

[Pre-Chorus]
You say I shouldn't be this way
But I don't think that I can change

[Chorus]
I think about these things too much
My mind likes to wind itself up
And I don't get a lot of sleep
'Cause what if they happen to me?

[Post-Chorus]
'Cause what if they happen to me?
Yeah, what if they happen to me?

[Chorus]
I think about these things too much
My mind likes to wind itself up
And I don't get a lot of sleep
'Cause what if they happen to me?

BENEE

Stella Rose Bennett (born 30 January 2000), known professionally as BENEE (formerly Bene), is a New Zealand singer-songwriter who debuted in December 2017 with “Tough Guy.” Music had always been part of her life, with a family history in theatre. BENEE’s first instrument was a saxophone, playing it for several years, along with the guitar.

BENEE started posting music to Soundcloud in her final year of high school (2017), catching the attention of producer Josh Fountain. The pair went on the work together in several of her singles, including break-out single “Soaked” which was featured on triple j’s hottest 100 (2018).

After spending two weeks in a communications course at the Auckland Institute of Technology, Benee realised she wanted to be making music full-time.