Released: November 15, 2019

Featuring: Gus Dapperton

Songwriter: Jenna Andrews Josh Fountain BENEE Gus Dapperton

Producer: Josh Fountain Gus Dapperton

[Chorus: BENEE]
I know I fucked up, I'm just a loser
Shouldn't be with ya, guess I'm a quitter
While you're out there drinkin', I'm just here thinkin'
'Bout where I should've been
I've been lonely, mmh, ah, yeah

[Verse 1: BENEE]
Water pouring down from the ceiling
I knew this would happen, still hard to believe it
Maybe I'm dramatic, I don't wanna seem it
I don't wanna panic

[Pre-Chorus: BENEE]
I'm a sad girl in this big world, it's a mad world
All of my friends know what's happened, you're a bad thing (Ah)

[Chorus: BENEE]
I know I fucked up, I'm just a loser
Shouldn't be with ya, guess I'm a quitter
While you're out there drinkin', I'm just here thinkin'
'Bout where I should've been
I've been lonely, mmh, ah, yeah

[Post-Chorus: BENEE]
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la
Lonely (I'm a lonely bitch)
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la
Lonely (Super lonely)

[Verse 2: BENEE & Gus Dapperton]
Now I'm in the bathtub cryin'
Think I'm slowly sinking
Bubbles in my eyes now
Maybe I'm just dreamin'
Now I'm in the sad club
Just tryna get a back rub (Lonely)

[Pre-Chorus: BENEE with Gus Dapperton]
I'm a sad girl in this big world, it's a mad world
All of my friends know what's happened, you're a bad thing

[Chorus: BENEE]
I know I fucked up (Fucked up), I'm just a loser (Loser)
Shouldn't be with ya (With ya), guess I'm a quitter (Quitter)
While you're out there drinkin' (Drinkin'), I'm just here thinkin' (Thinkin')
'Bout where I should've been (Where I should've been)
I've been lonely, mmh, ah, yeah (Woah)

[Post-Chorus: BENEE]
La-la-la-la (Woo), la-la-la-la
Lonely (I'm a lonely bitch)
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la
Lonely (Super lonely)

[Bridge: Gus Dapperton]
I loathe romancing in itself, yeah, I'd be damned to try
I'm only dancin' by myself, so I don't slam my Irish buck
Compostable cups, B-B-BENEE, I can't stress this enough
I would hate to mess things up, but my boogie still stays restless as fuck, yeah

[Chorus: BENEE & Gus Dapperton, BENEE]
I know I fucked up, I'm just a loser
Shouldn't be with ya, guess I'm a quitter
While you're out there drinkin', I'm just here thinkin'
'Bout where I should've been
I've been lonely, mmh, ah, yeah

[Post-Chorus: BENEE]
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la
Lonely (I'm a lonely bitch)
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la
Lonely (Super lonely)

[Outro: BENEE]
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la (I've been lonely, I've been lonely)
Lonely (I've been lonely, by the way)
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la
Lonely (I've been lonely)

BENEE

Stella Rose Bennett (born 30 January 2000), known professionally as BENEE (formerly Bene), is a New Zealand singer-songwriter who debuted in December 2017 with “Tough Guy.” Music had always been part of her life, with a family history in theatre. BENEE’s first instrument was a saxophone, playing it for several years, along with the guitar.

BENEE started posting music to Soundcloud in her final year of high school (2017), catching the attention of producer Josh Fountain. The pair went on the work together in several of her singles, including break-out single “Soaked” which was featured on triple j’s hottest 100 (2018).

After spending two weeks in a communications course at the Auckland Institute of Technology, Benee realised she wanted to be making music full-time.