Released: July 30, 2021
Songwriter: FINNEAS Billie Eilish
Producer: FINNEAS
[Verse 1]
Home alone, tryin' not to eat
Distract myself with pornography
I hate the way she looks at me
I can't stand the dialogue, she would never be
That satisfied, it's a male fantasy
I'm goin' back to therapy
[Chorus]
'Cause I loved you then and I love you now
And I don't know how
Guess it's hard to know when nobody else comes around
If I'm getting over you
Or just pretending to
Be alright, convince myself I hate you
[Interlude]
(You want me to put it here?)
(Okay)
[Verse 2]
I got a call from a girl I used to know
We were inseparablе years ago
Thought we'd get along, but it wasn't so
And it's all I think about whеn I'm behind the wheel
I worry this is how I'm always gonna feel
But nothing lasts, I know the deal
[Chorus]
But I loved you then and I love you now
And I don't know how
Guess it's hard to know when nobody else comes around
If I'm getting over you
Or just pretending to
Be alright, convince myself I hate you
[Outro]
Can't get over you
No matter what I do
I know I should, but I could never hate you
Home alone, tryin' not to eat
Distract myself with pornography
I hate the way she looks at me
I can't stand the dialogue, she would never be
That satisfied, it's a male fantasy
I'm goin' back to therapy
[Chorus]
'Cause I loved you then and I love you now
And I don't know how
Guess it's hard to know when nobody else comes around
If I'm getting over you
Or just pretending to
Be alright, convince myself I hate you
[Interlude]
(You want me to put it here?)
(Okay)
[Verse 2]
I got a call from a girl I used to know
We were inseparablе years ago
Thought we'd get along, but it wasn't so
And it's all I think about whеn I'm behind the wheel
I worry this is how I'm always gonna feel
But nothing lasts, I know the deal
[Chorus]
But I loved you then and I love you now
And I don't know how
Guess it's hard to know when nobody else comes around
If I'm getting over you
Or just pretending to
Be alright, convince myself I hate you
[Outro]
Can't get over you
No matter what I do
I know I should, but I could never hate you
- when the party’s over
- everything i wanted
- bad guy
- idontwannabeyouanymore
- bury a friend
- i love you
- wish you were gay
- Your Power
- No Time To Die
- ocean eyes
- Therefore I Am
- bellyache
- you should see me in a crown
- my future
- all the good girls go to hell
- xanny
- ilomilo
- COPYCAT
- my strange addiction
- listen before i go
- watch
- hostage
- my boy
- Six Feet Under