Released: September 28, 2016
Songwriter: Evan Stephens Hall
Producer: Cavetown
So satisfied I said a lot of things tonight
So long, aphasia, and the ways it kept me hiding
It's not so much exactly all the words I used
It's more that I was somehow down let them loose
So complicated
I can't wait to get explaining
Your listening distended out since I've been crying
So long, aphasia, and the ways it kept me hidden
So long to silent nerves and hesitant oblivion
You came and sent me out unfurling in the street
I felt unprecedented confidence in speaking
Stick around I'm thinking things'll be alright
Newly delivered, won't you live with me tonight?
Something tonight was such a let down on my pride
It takes a part of me I don't got to take some things in stride
I'd pace around the place so quiet in myself
I'd wake the next and see my silence went unfelt
Just when I thought I had this pattern sorted out
Apparently my ventricles are full of doubt, now
Nah things go wrong sometimes
Don't let it freak you out
But if I don’t have you by me then I’ll go underground
Nah but what you've got was in your reaches all along
Plus one day you’ll be reaching for me and I’ll be gone
So to help remind myself
I wrote this little song
One day I won’t need your love
One day I won't define myself by the one I’m thinking of
And if one day I won't need it
And one day you won't need it
So long, aphasia, and the ways it kept me hiding
It's not so much exactly all the words I used
It's more that I was somehow down let them loose
So complicated
I can't wait to get explaining
Your listening distended out since I've been crying
So long, aphasia, and the ways it kept me hidden
So long to silent nerves and hesitant oblivion
You came and sent me out unfurling in the street
I felt unprecedented confidence in speaking
Stick around I'm thinking things'll be alright
Newly delivered, won't you live with me tonight?
Something tonight was such a let down on my pride
It takes a part of me I don't got to take some things in stride
I'd pace around the place so quiet in myself
I'd wake the next and see my silence went unfelt
Just when I thought I had this pattern sorted out
Apparently my ventricles are full of doubt, now
Nah things go wrong sometimes
Don't let it freak you out
But if I don’t have you by me then I’ll go underground
Nah but what you've got was in your reaches all along
Plus one day you’ll be reaching for me and I’ll be gone
So to help remind myself
I wrote this little song
One day I won’t need your love
One day I won't define myself by the one I’m thinking of
And if one day I won't need it
And one day you won't need it
YouTube Covers on Bandcamp
- Circle the Drain - Soccer Mommy
- Demons – Joji
- Can’t Get It Out – Brand New
- Drop The Guillotine – Peach Pit
- Bobby – (Sandy) Alex G
- I Know A Place - Conan Gray
- Dave’s Song - Whitney (w/ Sam Goater)
- Congratulations - Post Malone
- Just Fine - Spookyghostboy
- Will He – Joji
- So Much More Than This – Grace Vanderwaal
- Frankie Cosmos - Outside with the Cuties
- Joji – Slow Dancing in the Dark (w/ Simi)
- Impostor Syndrome - Sidney Gish
- (Sandy) Alex G – Brite Boy (w/ Tom)
- Post Malone – Stay
- Best Friend (Cover)
- all the lonely nights in your life
- Drew Monson – To Hold Amber
- Two Headed Boy - Neutral Milk Hotel
- Switch - Ugly
- Piece of my heart - Spookyghostboy
- You’re my Waterloo - The Libertines
- Love yourself - Justin Bieber
- Tear in My Heart - Twenty One Pilots
- Small Bump - Ed Sheeran
- The Judge - Twenty one pilots
- House of Gold - Twenty one pilots
- I can’t help falling in love with you - Elvis Presley
- I’m low on gas and you need a jacket - Pierce the Veil
- Jesus Christ - Brand New
- Rosa Dear - Ruth
- We found two dead swans - Teen Suicide
- C U Around - PWR BTTM
- Old friends - Pinegrove
- Aphasia - Pinegrove
- Thinking out loud - Ed Sheeran
- Floral and Fading - Pierce the Veil
- New Friends - Pinegrove
- Slowtown - Twenty one pilots
- Alex G - Sarah (Cover)
- YouTube Covers on Bandcamp (2017)