Songwriter: Billie Eilish FINNEAS
I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
Not what you'd think
And if I'm being honest
It might've been a nightmare
To anyone who might care
Thought I could fly
So I stepped off the Golden
Nobody cried
Nobody even noticed
I saw them standing right there
Kinda thought they might care
I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
But when I wake up I see
You with me
And you say
"As long as I'm here
No one can hurt you
Don't wanna lie here
But you can learn to
If I could change
The way that you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder why you hear
They don't deserve you"
I tried to scream
But my head was underwater
They called me weak
Like I'm not
Just somebody's daughter
Coulda been a nightmare
But it felt like
They were right there
And it feels like yesterday
Was a year ago
But I don't wanna let
Anybody know
'Cause everybody wants
Something from me now
And I don't wanna let 'em down
"As long as I'm here
No one can hurt you
Don't wanna lie here
But you can learn to
If I could change
The way that you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder why you hear
They don't deserve you"
If I knew it all then
Would I do it again
Would I do it again
If they knew what they said
Would go straight to my head
What would they say instead
If I knew it all then
Would I do it again
Would I do it again
If they knew what they said
Would go straight to my head
What would they say instead
I got everything I wanted
Not what you'd think
And if I'm being honest
It might've been a nightmare
To anyone who might care
Thought I could fly
So I stepped off the Golden
Nobody cried
Nobody even noticed
I saw them standing right there
Kinda thought they might care
I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
But when I wake up I see
You with me
And you say
"As long as I'm here
No one can hurt you
Don't wanna lie here
But you can learn to
If I could change
The way that you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder why you hear
They don't deserve you"
I tried to scream
But my head was underwater
They called me weak
Like I'm not
Just somebody's daughter
Coulda been a nightmare
But it felt like
They were right there
And it feels like yesterday
Was a year ago
But I don't wanna let
Anybody know
'Cause everybody wants
Something from me now
And I don't wanna let 'em down
"As long as I'm here
No one can hurt you
Don't wanna lie here
But you can learn to
If I could change
The way that you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder why you hear
They don't deserve you"
If I knew it all then
Would I do it again
Would I do it again
If they knew what they said
Would go straight to my head
What would they say instead
If I knew it all then
Would I do it again
Would I do it again
If they knew what they said
Would go straight to my head
What would they say instead