Released: June 15, 2020

Songwriter: Johnathan Holmes Garrett Nash

Producer: Myboyjon

Make the bed, do something right
Do the dishes, cook the rice
Give my thanks, count to five
Make a wish, say goodnight
Make my coffee, ride the bike
Take a shower, find some time
Take a wrong, make it right (yeah)
Pray for change, stay inside (it's a)

Weird time, weird night, weird life
Scary thoughts scary in my mind, I'm an
Overly critical, cynical individual
Miserable, living off of residuals
Finally found the time to dive and get it off of my chest
I meditate the day away up out of my head
But I gotta confess that I'm not always my best
It's 3 AM, in bed upset and I should get some rest, but

I don't like who I am sometimes
I don't like who I am inside
Take flights to Japan sometimes
I don't like who I am inside
I don't like who I am sometimes (yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah)
I don't like who I am inside
(If the only problem is money and the only cure is death)
Pick fights for my band sometimes
(Then all we need is love because it answers all the rest, and yet)
I don't like who I am inside

I don't like who I am sometimes
I don't like who I am inside
I don't like who I am sometimes
I don't like who I am inside
I don't like who I am inside
I don't like who I am inside
(I meditate, a state of bliss, I don't know what day it is)
I don't like who I am sometimes
(And I don't know if I exist, but I do know this)
I don't like who I am inside

I don't like who I am sometimes
(Make the bed, do something right)
I don't like who I am inside
(Do the dishes, cook the rice)
Take flights to Japan sometimes

​gnash

gnash is an American producer, singer, songwriter, who started out as a DJ. His stage name comes from a shortening of his real name Garett Nash.

He stated he transitioned from DJing to producing his own music by having “a bunch of feelings I wanted to get off my chest and all my friends and family were tried of hearing me talk about it, so I started making music about it instead.”

His best-known song “i hate u, i love u” is an interpolation of Olivia O'Briens’s “hate u love u” and peaked at #10 in the Billboard Hot 100 and on #1 in the national charts of Australia and Israel.