Released: January 17, 2020

Songwriter: Greg Kurstin Halsey

Producer: Halsey

[Verse 1]
I'm gonna start this out by saying
I need to get it off my chest
Got no anger, got no malice
Just a little bit of regret
I know nobody else will tell you
So there's some things I gotta say
I'm gonna jot it down and then get it out
And then I'll be on my way

[Pre-Chorus]
No, you're not half the man you think that you are
And you can't fill the hole inside of you with money, drugs or cars
And I'm so glad I never ever had a baby with you
'Cause you can't love nothing unless there's something in it for you

[Chorus]
Oh, I feel so sorry, I feel so sad
I tried to help you, it just made you mad
And I had no warning about who you are
I'm just glad I made it out without breaking down
And then ran so fucking far
That you will never ever touch me again
I won't see your alligator tears
'Cause know I've had enough of them

[Verse 2]
Gonna start this out by saying
I really meant well from the start
Thought I'd take a broken man right in my hands
And then put back all his parts

[Pre-Chorus]
But you're not half the man you think that you are
And you can't fill the hole inside of you with money, girls or cars
And I'm so glad I never ever had a baby with you
'Cause you can't love nothing unless there's something in it for you

[Chorus]
Oh, I feel so sorry, I feel so sad
I tried to help you, it just made you mad
And I had no warning about who you are
Thought I'd take a broken man, put him in my hands and...

[Outro]
Fuck that, oh my god, I hate myself
So close!
Oh, whatever, you get the point

Halsey

Halsey is the stage name of New Jersey singer Ashley Nicolette Frangipane. It is an anagram of her first name and reference to the Halsey Street subway stop and street in Brooklyn where she used to live. The bio on her website

I am Halsey. I will never be anything but honest. I write songs about sex and being sad."

Halsey was diagnosed with bipolar disorder when she was 17. This has greatly influenced her creative process from the start of her career. Songs like “Control” and “Gasoline” explicitly delve into her psychological and emotional battles. Manic, Halsey’s third album and arguably her rawest and most emotionally vulnerable, was written in a fully manic state rather than a depressive one.