Released: June 18, 2018
Songwriter: Melanie Martinez K-Shady 240
Producer: Riddick X Beats
[Melanie Martinez]
Intro
My condolences
I'll shed a tear with your family
I'll open a bottle up
Pour a little bit out in your memory
I'll be at the wake dressed in all black
I'll call out your name, but you won't call back
I'll hand a flower to your mother when I say goodbye
Cause baby you're dead to me
Verse
K-Shaaaady
I lie, I cheat, I steal, wonder what’s it like to kill. Being violent is my will, I just can’t sit still. Who am I? Who am I? Someone who’s going to die. Suicide, suicide, just wanna’ give it a try. Man, I’m tired of this burden, hiding behind a curtain, don’t know why but I’m certain, I am tired of this hurting. It takes 0.2 seconds just to change my expression, and the topic of this lesson is a thing called depression. You have your suicidal thoughts and the feeling of regret. Have your other bad thoughts- shit I’m not finished yet. Long story short, everyday you feel like shit, just wanna’ grab a gallon of bleach and just.. empty it
Chorus - Melanie Martinez and K-Shady 240
My condolences
I'll shed a tear with your family
I'll open a bottle up
Pour a little bit out in your memory
I'll be at the wake dressed in all black
I'll call out your name, but you won't call back (Shady, Shady)
I'll hand a flower to your mother when I say goodbye
Cause baby you're dead to me
Verse
Overdose on some pills, just to go for the kill. (Hey) Keep your emotions sealed, don’t want anything revealed. (Nah) Sometimes it slips now your friends “are- are- super worried”, (oh shit) you think they won’t understand your dumb ass life story. Started to self harm, cuts on legs and arms. Some people don’t notice, while others are alarmed (oh fuck) everything around you moves so fast paced, while you’re stuck in a state, feeling resentment and hate. I want to fucking die man you don’t understand me. I sound so selfish man, what about my family? What about my friends, will they turn into my enemies? Fuck it I don’t care this is now the end of me
Chorus - Melanie Martinez and K-Shady 240
My condolences
I'll shed a tear with your family (fAmiLy)
I'll open a bottle up
Pour a little bit out in your memory
I'll be at the wake dressed in all black
I'll call out your name, but you won't call back (Shady, Shady)
I'll hand a flower to your mother when I say goodbye
Cause baby you're dead to me
Intro
My condolences
I'll shed a tear with your family
I'll open a bottle up
Pour a little bit out in your memory
I'll be at the wake dressed in all black
I'll call out your name, but you won't call back
I'll hand a flower to your mother when I say goodbye
Cause baby you're dead to me
Verse
K-Shaaaady
I lie, I cheat, I steal, wonder what’s it like to kill. Being violent is my will, I just can’t sit still. Who am I? Who am I? Someone who’s going to die. Suicide, suicide, just wanna’ give it a try. Man, I’m tired of this burden, hiding behind a curtain, don’t know why but I’m certain, I am tired of this hurting. It takes 0.2 seconds just to change my expression, and the topic of this lesson is a thing called depression. You have your suicidal thoughts and the feeling of regret. Have your other bad thoughts- shit I’m not finished yet. Long story short, everyday you feel like shit, just wanna’ grab a gallon of bleach and just.. empty it
Chorus - Melanie Martinez and K-Shady 240
My condolences
I'll shed a tear with your family
I'll open a bottle up
Pour a little bit out in your memory
I'll be at the wake dressed in all black
I'll call out your name, but you won't call back (Shady, Shady)
I'll hand a flower to your mother when I say goodbye
Cause baby you're dead to me
Verse
Overdose on some pills, just to go for the kill. (Hey) Keep your emotions sealed, don’t want anything revealed. (Nah) Sometimes it slips now your friends “are- are- super worried”, (oh shit) you think they won’t understand your dumb ass life story. Started to self harm, cuts on legs and arms. Some people don’t notice, while others are alarmed (oh fuck) everything around you moves so fast paced, while you’re stuck in a state, feeling resentment and hate. I want to fucking die man you don’t understand me. I sound so selfish man, what about my family? What about my friends, will they turn into my enemies? Fuck it I don’t care this is now the end of me
Chorus - Melanie Martinez and K-Shady 240
My condolences
I'll shed a tear with your family (fAmiLy)
I'll open a bottle up
Pour a little bit out in your memory
I'll be at the wake dressed in all black
I'll call out your name, but you won't call back (Shady, Shady)
I'll hand a flower to your mother when I say goodbye
Cause baby you're dead to me