Released: April 26, 2019

Songwriter: Steph Jones P!nk Sasha Alex Sloan Teddy Geiger

Producer: Teddy Geiger OZGO

[Intro]
Mmm, may—
Mmm, may—

[Verse 1]
Since I was 17
I’ve always hated my body
And it feels like my body’s hated me
Can somebody find me a pill
To make me un-afraid of me?

[Pre-Chorus]
Seen every therapist, but I’m a cynical bitch
Don’t like to talk about my feelings
I take another hit, I find another fake fix
‘Cause it’s easier than healing

[Chorus]
I don’t wanna be this way forever
Keep telling myself that I’ll get better
Every time I try, I always stop me
Maybe I’m just scared to be happy

[Post-Chorus]
Mmm, may—

[Verse 2]
Since I was 22
I’ve been with somebody who loves me
And I’ve been tryna believe it’s true, mmm
But my head always messes up my heart
No matter what I do

[Pre-Chorus]
Seen every therapist, but I’m a cynical bitch
Don’t like to talk about my feelings
I take another sip, I swear it’s my last fix
‘Cause it’s easier than healing

[Chorus]
'Cause I don’t wanna be this way forever
Keep telling myself that I’ll get better
Every time I try, I always stop me
Maybe I’m just scared to be happy
I don’t wanna be this way forever
Keep telling myself that I’ll get better
Every time I try, I always stop me
Maybe I’m just scared to be happy

[Post-Chorus]
Mmm, maybe I'm just scared to be happy
Mmm, maybe I'm just scared to be happy

[Bridge]
I’m so scared of having something to lose
I’m scared of being somebody new
I’m so scared of all them seeing the truth
‘Cause right now I’ve got nothing

[Chorus]
But I don’t wanna be this way forever
Keep telling myself that I’ll get better
Every time I try, I always stop me
Maybe I’m just scared to be happy

[Post-Chorus]
Mmm, maybe I'm just scared to be happy (Maybe, yeah)
Mmm, maybe I'm, I'm scared to be happy

P!nk

Alecia Beth Moore (born September 8, 1979), better known by her stage name Pink (stylized as P!nk), is an American singer-songwriter and actress. Originally a member of the girl group Choice, she began her solo career with the 2000 single “There You Go” from her debut album, Can’t Take Me Home; the R&B album was certified double-platinum in the United States. She gained further recognition alongside Lil' Kim, Christina Aguilera, and Mýa covering “Lady Marmalade” for the Moulin Rouge! soundtrack; the collaboration earned Pink both her first Grammy Award and first number-one single on the Billboard Hot 100.