Released: July 27, 2021

Songwriter: Rio Leyva Alec Wigdahl Nick Mira Taz Taylor Cxdy The Kid LAROI

Producer: Rio Leyva Alec Wigdahl Cxdy Taz Taylor Nick Mira

[Verse 1]
Where you goin'? Why you leavin'? The fuck is up?
I feel your soul here with me, but your body's gone
When I'm alone, I feel you near, I feel you close
It feels so wrong, it's been some years, still I don't know
Where you went, and who, what, and
When I close my eyes, I see somethin' I don't like
Wake up and I still hate what I've become
I can't believe my eyes
Blacked out drunk, I'm numb, I'm dumb high

[Pre-Chorus]
Seems like nothing has changed like I said it would
I know I said that I'd change but I never could

[Chorus]
I'm still lonely and fucked up
And I'ma be this way right here 'til my luck's up
I've never been the same ever since I lost one
All that I ever wanted was to be just loved, oh, oh
I'm still lonely and fucked up
And I'm realizing now that I need your love
Shadows over my heart, got nobody to trust
All that I ever wanted was to be just loved, oh, oh

[Verse 2]
I never thought that I'd be here (Oh-oh), and still feel lost
It don't feel right without you here (It don't), I need your love
Thought I was good, but I was wrong (I thought)
Drownin' my thoughts in Hennessy, prayin' to God
Askin' myself, "Where'd I go wrong?"
I tried but I can't find
I said I'm fine, I lied
I know that I was wrong and it hurts to know you were right

[Pre-Chorus]
Seems like nothing has changed like I said it would (Oh, no)
I know I said that I'd change but I never could

[Chorus]
I'm still lonely and fucked up (Oh, yeah)
And I'ma be this way right here 'til my luck's up
I've never been the same ever since I lost one (Ooh)
All that I ever wanted was to be just loved, oh, oh
I'm still lonely and fucked up
And I'm realizing now that I need your love
Shadows over my heart, got nobody to trust
All that I ever wanted was to be just loved, oh, oh

The Kid LAROI

Charlton Kenneth-Jeffery Howard (b. August 17, 2003), better known as The Kid Laroi (stylized as The Kid LAROI), is an Australian rapper/singer, hailing from South Sydney.

Originally from Redfern and Waterloo, The Kid Laroi raps and sings about the hardships of being caught between worlds, using music to express his experience of life on the streets, while maintaining focus on his dreams and high goals.

It has been frequently teased the release of a collaboration between The Kid Laroi and rapper Lil Skies, as well as a now-released collab with late mentor Juice WRLD.