Released: December 6, 2019

Songwriter: Jasper Sheff John Cunningham XXXTENTACION Craig Xen

Producer: Jasper Sheff John Cunningham

Part One

[Verse 1: XXXTENTACION]
Why the only time I feel alive is when I wanna die?
Yeah, tellin' me, "You can be the one," yeah
And, honestly, I don't really buy it, yeah
Ho, shut up, be quiet
Just spend night and suck dick, it's up
Yes, my diamonds white like some dice, like some rice
Just like spice, shawty entice
It got price, I don't check, I just bite
My good body, fuck your lil' bih
Pussy so fye, she want my dick
That's what I like

[Chorus: XXXTENTACION & Craig Xen]
Why the only time I feel alive is when I wanna die?
Yeah, tellin' me, "You can be the one," yeah
And, honestly, I don't really buy it, yeah
Ho, shut up, be quiet, yeah (Yeah)
Ho, shut up, be quiet, yeah

[Verse 2: Craig Xen]
Killin' 'em makin' me feel alive again ('Gain)
Niggas so pussy, yeah, they ovulent (Yeah)
Pull up, they run it, I get
All of the money, my mouth
Flooded in diamonds, and it obvious (Uh, yes)
I'ma beat a bad bitch, back break her (Uh)
Dick in her mouth, she say it taste like suckin' banana
Or Tropicana or Fanta
I bust all up in her, then I'm skatin' (I'm skatin', uh)
Back to the block, I'm posted with ten toes
Skin-headed niggas, I'm murkin' shit, bitch, don't
Think for a minute we close, I just playa talk smooth
To you ass-simple hoes, I'm that nigga
Ten rack stuffies in pockets of my denim
Damn, bitch, my jeans are carrying your Civic
Bitch, I get paid to talk in your city
Think you fuck with me, nigga, yeah, you silly

[Chorus: XXXTENTACION]
Why the only time I feel alive is when I wanna die?
Yeah, tellin' me, "You can be the one," yeah
And, honestly, I don't really buy it, yeah
Ho, shut up, be quiet, yeah
Ho, shut up, be quiet, yeah

Part Two

[Chorus: XXXTENTACION]
Why the only time I feel alive is when I wanna die?
She tellin' me, "You could be the one," yeah
And, honestly, I don't really buy it
Ho, shut up, be quiet
Yeah

[Bridge: XXXTENTACION]
Ooh-ooh, ooh, oh
Ooh-ooh, ooh, ah
Ooh-ooh, ooh, ah
Ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh, ooh, oh
Ooh-ooh, ooh, ah
Ooh-ooh, ooh, ah
Ooh-ooh

[Outro: XXXTENTACION]
Why the only time I feel alive is when I wanna die?
She tellin' me, "You could be the one," yeah
And, honestly, I don't really buy it
Ho, shut up, be quiet

XXXTENTACION & Craig Xen

The South Florida duo of rappers XXXTENTACION and Craig Xen, who have had several collaborations since 2016.