Released: December 6, 2019

Featuring: ​ikabodVEINS

Songwriter: XXXTENTACION ​ikabodVEINS

Producer: XXXTENTACION

[Intro]
What are you doing out in the middle of this field leaving your car?
I'm just not sure what he's thinking
He's getting back into his car, he's grabbed his bag
And from our vantage there's no one around him
You know, you wait for these things to end, but then you figure how it might wind up
He's completely alone
This is really starting to worry me, I gotta tell ya
I gotta tell ya

[Verse 1: ikabodVEINS]
I been speakin' to the reaper, seein' spirits when I'm sleepin'
I been creepin' with them demons, shadows walk through the flames
Sippin' blood with the leeches, fuck the god you believe in
When I look in the mirror, all I see is disgrace
All of this rage, feelin' my face
Blood on the end of my blade
Can't complain, everything okay
Scars on my heart from feelin' this pain
Got a knife in my back, can't kill me though
Numb to it all, my feelings froze
Pray to the sky, Lord, give me hope
Bitch, I'm born alone and die alone, mmh
K holes in my halo, slave for the peso
Middle finger, fuck that
Land of the free, feed can to the teens
Never trust police, bitch, I bust back
Fuck the government, never trust that
All the people wanna know where the love's at
We already know where the fuckin' drugs at
Where the guns at, get your scope, blatt

[Verse 2: XXXTENTACION]
Yeah, hey
Hey
I was in her house with some glass shards
Breaking out the back door (Yeah)
I'm a bear, she try claw (Yeah)
Then I broke her backbone (Yeah)
Wild, heard her dad call
Pushed me on the damn floor
Told me put my pants on
I was thinkin' a lot of things, by any means
I'll kill this bitch nigga if he try to take me from the fuckin' girl of my dreams
I'll kill first
Put his ass in the dirt
Body bag 'cause he worth somethin' that hurts
And he won't be the first

XXXTENTACION

Jahseh Dwayne Ricardo Onfroy (born on January 23, 1998, in Plantation and raised in Lauderhill, Broward County, Florida)—better known by his stage name, XXXTENTACION (pronounced xxx-tenta-ción)—was an established force in the Florida Soundcloud rap scene. He became widely known for his uniquely raw and aggressive approach to music. X claimed that his varied artistic influences range from alternative rock bands such as Nirvana and The Fray to distinguished rappers like Lil Wayne and The Notorious B.I.G.

His breakout hit “Look At Me” was first released on Soundcloud in 2015, and then edited and re-released for his 2017 mixtape Revenge. This scored him an appearance in the XXL Freshman Class of 2017. He took the 10th spot, meaning he was voted in by the fans.

X frequently collaborated with his friend and fellow South Florida rapper, Ski Mask The Slump God. He met Ski in juvenile detention and founded the music collective, Members Only, with him.