Released: February 12, 2020
Songwriter: Alexander 23
Producer: Alexander 23
[Verse 1]
I only lie when I wish it was the truth
I hate you, I hate you so much
I close my eyes but all I see is you
I hate that, I love you so much
[Instrumental Chorus]
[Verse 2]
I fantasize that all my dreams come true
To show you, what could've been ours
And I realize, it’s a foolish thing to do
But I just can't, can't help it
I am angry, and I’m selfish, oh
[Instrumental Chorus]
[Bridge]
I close my eyes but all I see is your face
Laughing back at me
I miss you but you do not miss me back
I close my eyes but all I see is your face
Laughing back at me
I miss you but you do not miss me back
[Instrumental Chorus]
[Outro]
I hate you, I hate you so much
I hate you, I hate you so much
I only lie when I wish it was the truth
I hate you, I hate you so much
I close my eyes but all I see is you
I hate that, I love you so much
[Instrumental Chorus]
[Verse 2]
I fantasize that all my dreams come true
To show you, what could've been ours
And I realize, it’s a foolish thing to do
But I just can't, can't help it
I am angry, and I’m selfish, oh
[Instrumental Chorus]
[Bridge]
I close my eyes but all I see is your face
Laughing back at me
I miss you but you do not miss me back
I close my eyes but all I see is your face
Laughing back at me
I miss you but you do not miss me back
[Instrumental Chorus]
[Outro]
I hate you, I hate you so much
I hate you, I hate you so much
- IDK You Yet
- High School
- Dirty AF1s
- Cry Over Boys
- Mars
- Brainstorm
- Come Here and Leave Me Alone
- Another Summer Night Without You
- See You Later
- Girl
- I Hate You So Much
- When I Die
- Sad
- The Internet
- 20 Something
- Loving You Gets Hard
- Part 2 (unreleased)
- Going Through It (unreleased)
- Who Hurt You (unreleased)
- I Don’t Want to Love You Anymore (unreleased)
- Same Bed (unreleased)
- Heartless (unreleased)
- IDK You Yet (Live on Piano)
- Caught in the Middle