Released: December 4, 2019

Songwriter: Amber Liu Gen Neo

It's coming to the point where I'm breaking down
Can tell my thoughts have sunk below the surface now
I don't have the strength to fight, no I don't have the strength to fight

Don't tell me all your reasons you keep shouting out
I'm sick and tired of all the constant ups and downs
I don't have the strength to fight, no I don't have the strength to fight
'Cause things aren't changing and time is wasted

So here I lay so numb
Can't feel anything
I can't feel anything

So here I lay so numb
What have I become?
What have I become?

The tension's growing strong can so we turn it down?
A billion voices tryin' to win what's pointless now
I guess there's no other way
No other way until we drown

Why can't you see, it's killing us - not only me
'Cause things won't ever change
Our breath wasted away
They'll never change
It's always the same

Here I lay so numb
Can't feel anything
I can't feel anything

So here I lay so numb
What have I become?
What have I become?

Someday, you'll realize the grave you dug
All the damage done, the damage done
Someday, you'll realize the grave you dug
All the damage done, the damage done

And there you'll lay so numb
You won't feel anything
Won't feel anything

And there you'll lay so numb
What have you become?
What have you become?

Amber Liu

Amber Liu was born as Amber Josephine Liu in Los Angeles, California to Taiwanese parents on September 18, 1992.

Liu is most known for being a member and the rapper of the Korean girl group f(x), which debuted in September of 2009 under SM Entertainment. Before making her debut, Liu had lived an average lifestyle, attending high school at El Camino Real High School in Los Angeles, California, until she decided to audition for SM Entertainment’s global auditions in 2008. Despite debuting as the rapper of f(x), Liu originally made it into the company as a vocalist.

During her time in f(x), she also participated in variety shows and acted. Liu also composed a variety of songs for her group, which include “Goodbye Summer”, “Summer Lover” and a few others, which didn’t make the cut, were eventually released on her solo debut album Beautiful in 2015.