Released: October 29, 2021
Songwriter: Calboy
Producer: Shoki Beatzvader
[Intro]
Vader
Ayo Shoki, this go crazy
[Verse 1]
Please, excuse me if I'm strange, I'm still adaptin' to this life
Lost my cousin a month ago, he tryna get high to clear his mind
All this roddy shit get old, lil' bitch, I've been earnin' my stripes
They say, "Calboy pussy", probably lose your life believin' the hype
Got that call about the [?], I'm like, "Oh, damn, my nigga dead" (Oh, damn, my nigga dead)
Got that .40 on my brodie Chubbs, I said that shit again (I said that shit again)
Told me that he took a couple slugs then I start seein' red (Oh, oh)
Know that nigga that served that shit to Jimmy, I just ain't seen his ass
[Chorus]
Where am I headed on this road?
I know later in life, I'll be upstairs to meet my bros
Until then I chеrish them days and hold 'em close
Am I runnin' out of timе? They say, "Heaven only knows"
Only if Heaven had a phone
[Verse 2]
Only if I could stop by
Uncle Weston'll probably tell me, "You better not cry"
Momma talk with Gwendolynn, she'll probably tell me, "Smile
Baby boy, I got your back, you know I'm watchin' down"
Probably hit up Potato to tell 'em how I walked 'em down (Haha, yeah, you know what I'm talking 'bout, oh, oh)
Shit, brodie up there with you, y'all probably talkin' now
I got so much to talk about
Give a call to Von, he probably talkin' loud
Tellin' me not to close my feelings, hit 'em up and talk it out
He'll proably tell me keep my heater, it's summer all year 'round
If they play with you, you better spark it out (Hey)
Only if I can text right here and get a text back (Hey)
Tell me she love me, she meant it if she said that, uh
Only if Heaven had a phone (Oh, oh)
Only if Heaven had a phone (Only if Heaven had a phone)
I wish Terrell could come down and teach me 'bout the books
I wish auntie Sherry could call and give me tips on how to cook
I wish Chubbs could call and tell me how fuckin' fresh I really look
Talk about them days and all them risks we really took
[Chorus]
Where am I headed on this road?
I know later in life, I'll be upstairs to meet my bros (Ayy)
Until then I cherish them days and hold 'em close
Am I runnin' out of time, they say, "Heaven only knows"
Only if Heaven had a phone
[Outro]
Where am I headed on this road?
I know later in life, I'll be upstairs to meet my bros (Ayy)
Until then I cherish them days and hold 'em close
Am I runnin' out of time? They say, "Heaven only knows"
Only if Heaven had a phone
All I need is one time, yeah
Oh, oh, I know one day that we'll all smile, yeah, ayy, ayy, oh
Heaven
Only if Heaven
Only if Heaven had a phone
Vader
Ayo Shoki, this go crazy
[Verse 1]
Please, excuse me if I'm strange, I'm still adaptin' to this life
Lost my cousin a month ago, he tryna get high to clear his mind
All this roddy shit get old, lil' bitch, I've been earnin' my stripes
They say, "Calboy pussy", probably lose your life believin' the hype
Got that call about the [?], I'm like, "Oh, damn, my nigga dead" (Oh, damn, my nigga dead)
Got that .40 on my brodie Chubbs, I said that shit again (I said that shit again)
Told me that he took a couple slugs then I start seein' red (Oh, oh)
Know that nigga that served that shit to Jimmy, I just ain't seen his ass
[Chorus]
Where am I headed on this road?
I know later in life, I'll be upstairs to meet my bros
Until then I chеrish them days and hold 'em close
Am I runnin' out of timе? They say, "Heaven only knows"
Only if Heaven had a phone
[Verse 2]
Only if I could stop by
Uncle Weston'll probably tell me, "You better not cry"
Momma talk with Gwendolynn, she'll probably tell me, "Smile
Baby boy, I got your back, you know I'm watchin' down"
Probably hit up Potato to tell 'em how I walked 'em down (Haha, yeah, you know what I'm talking 'bout, oh, oh)
Shit, brodie up there with you, y'all probably talkin' now
I got so much to talk about
Give a call to Von, he probably talkin' loud
Tellin' me not to close my feelings, hit 'em up and talk it out
He'll proably tell me keep my heater, it's summer all year 'round
If they play with you, you better spark it out (Hey)
Only if I can text right here and get a text back (Hey)
Tell me she love me, she meant it if she said that, uh
Only if Heaven had a phone (Oh, oh)
Only if Heaven had a phone (Only if Heaven had a phone)
I wish Terrell could come down and teach me 'bout the books
I wish auntie Sherry could call and give me tips on how to cook
I wish Chubbs could call and tell me how fuckin' fresh I really look
Talk about them days and all them risks we really took
[Chorus]
Where am I headed on this road?
I know later in life, I'll be upstairs to meet my bros (Ayy)
Until then I cherish them days and hold 'em close
Am I runnin' out of time, they say, "Heaven only knows"
Only if Heaven had a phone
[Outro]
Where am I headed on this road?
I know later in life, I'll be upstairs to meet my bros (Ayy)
Until then I cherish them days and hold 'em close
Am I runnin' out of time? They say, "Heaven only knows"
Only if Heaven had a phone
All I need is one time, yeah
Oh, oh, I know one day that we'll all smile, yeah, ayy, ayy, oh
Heaven
Only if Heaven
Only if Heaven had a phone