Released: January 25, 2021

Songwriter: Clairo

Producer: Clairo

[Verse 1]
Honestly, I didn't think I'd end up here this time
Or anywhere at all, I'm distant just enough to never fall behind
Picturing the saddest scene of wearing bedsheets
And two pats on the back "It just takes time"
It’s getting late, since when did taking time take all my life?
Mommy, I'm afraid I've been talking to the hotline again
It’s stirring, but the ripples always seek out the ones who carry me

[Verse 2]
I blocked out the month of February for support
At least I have this year I won't be worrying anyonе on tour
As we speak I’m herе to meet devils for tea
Peering 'round the corner of my life
I throw my drink into the faces of my demise (Hold on, Joa)
At 30 your honey’s gonna ask you "What the hell is wrong with me?"
Joanie, get off, okay
At 30 your honey’s gonna ask you "What the hell is wrong with me?"
And finally, an answer from your throat comes crawling and you can proceed

Clairo

Claire Elizabeth Cottrill (born August 18, 1998), better known by her stage name Clairo, is an American singer-songwriter from Atlanta, Georgia.

She was born in Atlanta, GA, where she lived for seven years, and then she moved to Bellevue, WA and eventually Carlisle, MA.

Her parents are marketing executive Geoff Cottrill and photographer Allie E. Cottrill, who influenced her music taste. Clairo told Beats 1, “My dad is the reason why I love Al Green so much, and my mom is the reason why I love Cocteau Twins so much.”