Released: February 14, 2020

Songwriter: EDEN

Producer: EDEN

[Verse 1]
I can't see a way through
And I can't be myself around you (If I'm honest)
I can't stop myself from thinkin' it's all over (Yeah)
You're gonna stop crying
And after the end comes whatever (Forever I still think of you)
And ever you need me (And ever you've lost touch of you)
These songs all loop

[Interlude]
Touchdown, giant leap
Heartbreak, godspeed
Highlight, headland
Edge of the world, fading out

[Verse 2]
And I loved how the sky burned
Soaking now, we slip apart (Soaking now, I'm fallin' apart)
Older now, I can't tell you and me apart (Apart)
I just wanted to let you know (You)
That I burnt when the sky heard (Sky heard how you stopped)
Disintegrate and fall apart (Plain sight)
Running out of time (Unfolding inside)
Can never beat the lesser (The courage drought)
Of idle stress, and all the rest of it
Enough to move you
I'm just scared that you'll cu–

[Chorus]
Still, I loved every second of it
And I can't have the past and where I'm going
Said just take the best of all the pieces (How one loose end, and one step)
And the reasons you're gone (Luck is down, that you left)
Still, I see myself in all the people I let go (Déjà vu, pass through)
I'm just scared that you'll l–

[Bridge]
Yeah, older now, I keep pouring over those lives white lies
Holding out, how many seconds 'til the roof falls in?

[Verse 3]
So ice the hurt
Last time enough, forever breaks us up
Connotations burnt into my lexicon (Yeah)
Foreign feelings riot until the past is won
All my friends forgot but I'm still holding on
I keep fucking up
My lines get crossed and you wanna die often
How you gonna hide all those tears from me?
All you wanted just slipped through changing times
It's not the same
Oh, I'm just scared that you'll c–

[Chorus]
Still, I loved every second of it
And I can't have the past and where I'm going
Said just take the best of all the pieces (How one loose end, and one step)
And the reasons you're gone (Luck is down, that you left)
Still, I see myself in all the people I let go (Déjà vu, pass through)
I'm just scared that you'll l–

EDEN

Jonathon Ng (born 23 December 1995), better known by his stage name EDEN, is an Irish electronic music producer turned singer-songwriter based in Dublin, Ireland. He formerly operated as The Spab Project, and would upload random songs and projects onto SoundCloud. After he had outgrown that phase, he changed his name to The Eden Project, an alias that was discontinued in 2015. Ng’s work as The Eden Project typically featured more conventional styles of electronic dance music such as dubstep and drum and bass, while EDEN saw him venturing into a more indie pop style. He made this alias change in April 2015, after the release of Final Call.

In an interview for Billboard, EDEN gives a little information about himself. He didn’t enjoy his school’s music subjects, yet started writing music at the early age of 7 or 8, and even performed in a band with some of his friends at the age of 13 or 14.

EDEN’s main inspirations are varied. He enjoyed Rihanna while at school, whereas his current musical inspiration ranges from Kendrick Lamar to even Hans Zimmer.