Released: May 3, 2019

Songwriter: FINNEAS

Producer: FINNEAS

[Verse 1]
I lost a friend
Like keys in a sofa
Like a wallet in the backseat
Like ice in the summer heat
I lost a friend
Like sleep on a red-eye
Like money on a bad bet
Like time worrying about
Every bad thing that hasn't happened yet

[Pre-Chorus]
I know I'll be alright, but I'm not tonight
I'll be lying awake counting all the mistakes I've made
Replaying fights
I know I'll be alright, but I'm not tonight
I lost a friend, I lost a friend

[Chorus]
I lost my mind, and nobody believes me
Say, "I know that he don't need me
'Cause he made a little too much money to be twenty and sad"
And I'll be fine without him
But all I do is write about him
How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?
Never had

[Verse 2]
I'm on the mend
Like I'm wearing a neck brace
Like I'm sleeping at my own place
Like I'm pulling all the stitches out of my own face
I'm on the mend
Like I'm icing a new sprain
Like I'm walking on a new cane
Like it's been a couple days
Since I slipped and said something sorta like your name

[Pre-Chorus]
I know I'll be alright, but I'm not tonight
I'll be lying awake counting all the mistakes I've made
Replaying fights
I know I'll be alright, but I'm not tonight
I'm on the mend, but I lost a friend

[Chorus]
I lost my mind, and nobody believes me
Say, "I know that he don't need me
'Cause he made a little too much money to be twenty and sad"
And I'll be fine without him
But all I do is write about him
How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?

[Bridge]
I'd apologize if I thought it might make a difference
Or make you listen
I'd apologize if it was black and white
But life is different
Just try to listen to me now

[Pre-Chorus]
I know I'll be alright, but I'm not tonight
I lost a friend, I lost a friend

[Chorus]
I lost my mind, and nobody believes me
Say, "I know that he don't need me
'Cause he made a little too much money to be twenty and sad"
And I'll be fine without him
But all I do is write about him
How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?
Never had

FINNEAS

Finneas O'Connell (born July 30, 1997), also known as Finneas (stylized in all caps), is an American producer, songwriter, and musician, most famously known for writing and producing music for his sister, Billie Eilish.

Before his breakout as a musician, he was an actor with minor recurring roles in the popular TV shows Modern Family and Glee. He also starred in the 2011 film Bad Teacher and worked with his mother on the indie film Life Inside Out, and also recorded portions of the official soundtrack.

From 2012-2016, Finneas acted as the frontman of the LA-based, pop-rock group The Slightlys, which split before the release of his August 2016 track, “New Girl”.