Released: February 28, 2020

Songwriter: Grant Averill Garrett Nash Dave Lubben

Producer: Dave Lubben Garrett Nash

[Verse 1]
I'm afraid of flying, 'cause I'm afraid of dying
Without gettin' to tell you goodbye
And I could take a Xanax to try and manage the panic
But I'll prob'ly end up wondering why
I'm afraid of waking up to someone breakin' in and takin' every little thing that I love
Now, the monsters from my bed and the monsters in my head are friends
I guess it's just part of growing up
Don't waste your time, tellin' me it's gonna be fine
'Cause even if you were right, I'd still have one thing on my mind

[Chorus]
I'll always be afraid of losing you, I will
I'll always be afraid of losing you, I will
I don't wanna have to figure out
How I'm gonna learn to live without
There's nothin' in the world that I can do
I'll always be afraid of losing you

[Verse 2]
I hate to admit it, I'd avoid it if I could
But if I could die before you then you best believe I would
And I know it sounds dramatic and you might not understand it
But I don't think that I can stand the pain
Didn't answer when I called you
And I thought "What if I lost you?"
And that feeling never really went away

[Chorus]
I'll always be afraid of losing you, I will
I will always be afraid of losing you, I will
I don't wanna have to figure out
How I'm gonna learn to live without
There's nothin' in the world, that I can't do
I'll always be afraid of losing you

[Bridge]
Doo-doo-doo, doo, doo, doo-doo
I'll always be afraid of losing you
Doo-doo-doo, doo, doo, doo-doo

[Outro]
I don't have to try to hide the fear
When you and I are quiet lying here
There's nothing in the world that I can do
I'll always be afraid of losing you

​gnash

gnash is an American producer, singer, songwriter, who started out as a DJ. His stage name comes from a shortening of his real name Garett Nash.

He stated he transitioned from DJing to producing his own music by having “a bunch of feelings I wanted to get off my chest and all my friends and family were tried of hearing me talk about it, so I started making music about it instead.”

His best-known song “i hate u, i love u” is an interpolation of Olivia O'Briens’s “hate u love u” and peaked at #10 in the Billboard Hot 100 and on #1 in the national charts of Australia and Israel.