Released: August 7, 2020

Songwriter: Palaze Kyle Junior NLE Choppa

Producer: Kyle Junior Palaze

[Intro]
Eh-eh-eh-eh, eh-eh, woah, woah, woah, woah
(Palaze, what you cookin'?)
Eh-eh-eh-eh, eh-eh-eh-eh
(Yeah, go dummy, Kyle)
Eh-eh, oh-oh, oh

[Chorus]
My biggest fear is being left all alone
I'm sincere when I admit my wrongs
I hope my do's outweigh all my don'ts
I tell you to leave, that's not what I want (Not what I want)
I'm prayin' every day, life's hard (Life's hard)
Heavenly Father, you know that I'm scarred (Know I'm scarred)
It hurt me deep 'cause you aimed at my heart (At my heart)
Up this Glock on anybody, paranoid (Brrt)

[Verse 1]
Treat my feelings with weed so I'm gone in a daze (On a daze)
If I don't get attention then I might misbehave (I might misbehave)
Anxiety, I cried my thoughts all in my brain (In my brain)
Switchin' lanes, everybody drivin' me insane (Wow)
It's one step forward and three back, endless pain
Bae text me like, "Where you at?" I'm with the gang (I'm with the gang)
She tell me "Be smart," 'cause she know I go hit a stain (I go hit a stain)
I told her I ain't crashin', got a baby on the way
You got me out my zone, like woah-woah-woah
That love that you showed me, I can't let go
"I got your back forever," that's what a nigga had told her (What I told her)
You gon' push my son around while he ridin' the stroller
Got you cryin' on my shoulder, you know I'ma hold you
Some shit I shouldn't told ya, eh-eh, woah, woah
I got a lot of problems, I'm just lettin' you know
I take it out on you and whoever else want some (Whoever want some)

[Chorus]
My biggest fear is being left all alone
I'm sincere when I admit my wrongs
I hope my do's outweigh all my don'ts
I tell you to leave, that's not what I want (Not what I want)
I'm prayin' every day, life's hard (Life's hard)
Heavenly Father, you know that I'm scarred (Know I'm scarred)
It hurt me deep 'cause you aimed at my heart (At my heart)
Up this Glock on anybody, paranoid (Brrt)

[Verse 2]
And it's a lot of niggas that I wanna see at the top
I'ma make sure all my niggas soak it up, every drop
I get a bitch and tell her, "Suck my brother up 'til he pop"
I promise by the end of the year we pull up in drops
I don't know what it is, your company, I just enjoy it
This bond that we got, I won't break it, so don't you destroy it
Even though I might be the most likely to do it
Just know that I love you, gotta get that, understood?

[Chorus]
My biggest fear is being left all alone
I'm sincere when I admit my wrongs
I hope my do's outweigh all my don'ts
I tell you to leave, that's not what I want (Not what I want)
I'm prayin' every day, life's hard (Life's hard)
Heavenly Father, you know that I'm scarred (Know I'm scarred)
It hurt me deep 'cause you aimed at my heart (At my heart)
Up this Glock on anybody, paranoid (Brrt)

NLE Choppa

Bryson Lashun Potts (born November 1, 2002), better known by his stage name NLE Choppa (formerly YNR Choppa), is an American rapper from Memphis, Tennessee. He is best known for his hit single “Shotta Flow,” which has more than 121 million views as of January 2020 and peaked at number 36 on the Billboard Hot 100. The track was so popular it earned a remix with rapper Blueface.

He first went under the name YNR Choppa and released several tracks under that moniker. He soon switched over to using the name NLE Choppa, the NLE standing for his brand “No Love Entertainment.”

On January 30, 2019, he released his first big collaboration with BlocBoy JB on the track “ChopBloc.” Other hit singles include “Camelot,” “Shotta Flow 3,” and “Famous Hoes.”