Released: July 4, 2018

Songwriter: 박보람 (Park Boram)

[Hangul]

널브러진 방을 치우고
하루 종일 잠도 자봤어
보고 싶던 영화를 켜놓고
웃음이 나면 웃기도 하더라
오늘 새 옷을 살까 고민도 하고
밤새 친구를 만나 취해도 봤어
난 니가 없어도
괜찮은 하루를 보냈어
죽을 것만 같았었는데

괜찮을까 나처럼 너도 괜찮을까
그 시간 속에 날 비웠을까
잘 지내라는 말
그 한마디도 하지 못했어
나보다 더 아파하기를 바랬어

문득 니 생각이 날 괴롭히지만
니가 보고 싶거나 힘든 건 아냐
너 혹시라도 다른 사람 만나게 되면
나보다 못한 사람 만나

괜찮을까 나처럼 너도 괜찮을까
그 시간 속에 날 비웠을까
잘 지내라는 말
그 한마디도 하지 못했어
나보다 더 아파하기를

아픈 사랑 딱 여기까지만
나쁜 꿈을 꿨다 생각할게

눈물이 나 비가 내리듯 눈물이 나
널 사랑했던 내가 싫어서
행복하라는 말
그 한마디도 하지 못했어
나보다 더 아파하기를 바래

[Romanization]

Neolbeureojin bangeul chiugo
Haru jongil jamdo jabwasseo
Bogo sipdeon yeonghwareul kyeonohgo
Useumi namyeon usgido hadeora

Oneul sae oseul salkka gomindo hago
Bamsae chingureul manna chwihaedo bwasseo
Nan niga eopseodo
Gwaenchanheun harureul bonaesseo
Jugeul geosman gatasseossneunde

Gwaenchanheulkka nacheoreom neodo gwaenchanheulkka
Geu sigan soge nal biwosseulkka
Jal jinaeraneun mal
Geu hanmadido haji moshaesseo
Naboda deo apahagireul baraesseo

Mundeuk ni saenggagi nal goerophijiman
Niga bogo sipgeona himdeun geon anya
Neo hoksirado dareun saram mannage doemyeon
Naboda moshan saram manna

Gwaenchanheulkka nacheoreom neodo gwaenchanheulkka
Geu sigan soge nal biwosseulkka
Jal jinaeraneun mal
Geu hanmadido haji moshaesseo
Naboda deo apahagireul

Apeun sarang ttak yeogikkajiman
Nappeun kkumeul kkwossda saenggakhalge

Nunmuri na biga naerideut nunmuri na
Neol saranghaessdeon naega silheoseo
Haengbokharaneun mal
Geu hanmadido haji moshaesseo
Naboda deo apahagireul barae

[English]

I tried cleaning up my room
I tried sleeping all day
I turned on movies I wanted to watch
And I did laugh when it was funny

I even thought about buying new clothes today
I got drunk all night with friends too
Even without you, I spent an ok day
Though I felt like I was gonna die before

Are you ok, like me, are you ok?
Did you empty me out from your time?
I couldn’t even tell you to take care
I wanted you to hurt more than I did

Sudden thoughts of you do torture me
But I don’t miss you and I’m not struggling
If you do meet someone else
Hope she’s not as good as me

Are you ok, like me, are you ok?
Did you empty me out from your time?
I couldn’t even tell you to take care
I wanted you to hurt more than I did

No more painful love
I’ll just think it was a bad dream

Tears fall like rain falling
Because I hate myself for loving you
I couldn’t even tell you to be happy
I hope you’re hurting more than I am

박보람 (Park Boram)

Park Bo-ram (Hangul: 박보람; born March 1, 1994) is a South Korean singer. She took a part in Mnet’s SuperStar K2 and finished in eighth place. Park made her debut with release digital single “Beautiful” featuring Zico on August 7, 2014. That year, she won Artist of the Year for August at the Gaon Chart K-Pop Awards and was nominated for Best New Artist at the Mnet Asian Music Awards, Golden Disk Awards, and Melon Music Awards.