Released: January 1, 2017

Songwriter: RM

Producer: RM

English Translation

[Verse 1]
One morning, I opened my eyes
And wished I was dead
I want someone to kill me
In this loud silence
I live to understand the world
But the world has never understood me, why
No, that half is missing
It’s trying to hurt me
I miss me miss me baby
I miss me miss me baby
I wish me I wish me baby
Wish I could choose me

Why is it that I’m being so earnest
Yet it’s not working out
Always
Always
Always
Always
Always (I lost my all ways)
Always (I lost my all ways)
Always (I lost my all ways)
Always (I lost my all ways)

If I ever meet God, I would tell him this
That life is coffee that I never ordered
I would grab him by the collar and tell him
Death is an americano you can’t refill
Are you sure that you’re alive
Then, let’s prove it somehow
When I exhale, I see my breath
On the window, there’s condensation
You are dead
You are dad, but you are dead
Dead dad you don’t listen to me
Dad please listen to me

Why is it that I’m being so earnest
Yet it’s not working out
Always
Always
Always
Always
Always (I lost my all ways)
Always (I lost my all ways)
Always (I lost my all ways)
Always (I lost my all ways)

Original Lyrics (Korean)

어느 날 아침 눈을 떴을 때
내가 죽었으면 했어
누군가 날 죽여줬음 좋겠어
이 시끄러운 침묵 속에서
난 세상을 이해하기 위해 사는데
세상은 날 이해한 적이 없어 왜
아니 딱 절반이 모자라
날 해하려 하잖아
I miss me miss me baby
I miss me miss me baby
I wish me I wish me baby
Wish I could choose me

왜 이렇게 간절한데
이뤄지지 않나요
Always
Always
Always
Always
Always (I lost my all ways)
Always (I lost my all ways)
Always (I lost my all ways)
Always (I lost my all ways)

신을 만난다면 얘기하겠어
삶은 주문한 적도 없는 커피라고
그 멱살을 잡고 말해주겠어
죽음은 리필이 안되는 아메리카노
당신은 살아있단 확신이 있나요
그렇다면 그걸 어떻게 증명하죠
나는 숨을 후 불면 입김이 나는데
창에 김이 서리긴 하는데
You are dead
You are dad, but you are dead
Dead dad you don’t listen to me
Dad please listen to me

왜 이렇게 간절한데
이뤄지지 않나요
Always
Always
Always
Always
Always (I lost my all ways)
Always (I lost my all ways)
Always (I lost my all ways)
Always (I lost my all ways)

Romanization

Eoneu nal achim nuneul tteosseul ttae
Naega jugeosseumyeon haesseo
Nugunga nal jugyeojwosseum johgesseo
I sikkeureoun chimmuk sogeseo
Nan sesangeul ihaehagi wihae saneunde
Sesangeun nal ihaehan jeogi eopseo wae
Ani ttak jeolbani mojara
Nal haeharyeo hajanha
I miss me miss me baby
I miss me miss me baby
I wish me I wish me baby
Wish I could choose me

Wae ireohge ganjeolhande
Irwojiji anhnayo
Always
Always
Always
Always
Always (I lost my all ways)
Always (I lost my all ways)
Always (I lost my all ways)
Always (I lost my all ways)

Sineul mannandamyeon yaegihagesseo
Salmeun jumunhan jeokdo eopsneun keopirago
Geu myeoksareul japgo malhaejugesseo
Jugeumeun ripiri andoeneun amerikano
Dangsineun saraissdan hwaksini issnayo
Geureohdamyeon geugeol eotteohge jeungmyeonghajyo
Naneun sumeul hu bulmyeon ipgimi naneunde
Change gimi seorigin haneunde
You are dead
You are dad, but you are dead
Dead dad you don’t listen to me
Dad please listen to me

Wae ireohge ganjeolhande
Irwojiji anhnayo
Always
Always
Always
Always
Always (I lost my all ways)
Always (I lost my all ways)
Always (I lost my all ways)
Always (I lost my all ways)

RM

RM, was born in 1994 as Kim Namjoon (김남준), in Dongjak, South Korean (later, he grew up in Ilsan). He is a rapper, songwriter, composer, and producer. He is also known as the leader of the South Korean group BTS.

At thirteen years old, Namjoon, under the stage name Runch Randa, was a part of the Seoul underground hip-hop scene and had collaborated with popular artists like Zico and Ugly Duck. South Korean rapper and entertainer Sleepy then discovered his talent during an underground crew audition. Sleepy linked the middle school student to Big Hit Entertainment. “Hitman” Bang, the CEO of Big Hit Entertainment, formed BTS because of Namjoon.

Namjoon debuted with BTS in 2013 under the name Rap Monster. As of 2017 he now goes by RM because it fits him better as an adult. As the leader of the group, RM is responsible for connecting the group’s aspirations to its business, mediating discords among members, and shaping the musicality of the group along with other members and producers. RM also acts as a songwriter, composer and producer for many BTS songs.

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