Released: July 31, 2015

Songwriter: Mike Mushok Adam Gontier

Producer: John “Jonny K” Karkazis

(Verse 1)
Oh, how I try to pick up what I leave behind
The trail of lies, it follows me all the time
I've known all along the difference of right and wrong
The damage has been done and I can't just rewind
But I can try and try and try 'cause it makes me feel alive

(Chorus)
And even though I say
I'm sorry I'm this way
And even though I've changed
People will stay the same
And even though I don't play
I've become fair game
And if you're looking at me
Like I'm the cause of your living hell
Well take a look at yourself

(Verse 2)
Oh, how you cry when I leave for the other side
Something makes me wanna go away but I can't decide
You knew all along the difference of right and wrong
This movie feels like it's too long but you can't just rewind
But you can try and try and try if it makes you feel alive

(Chorus)
And even though I say
I'm sorry I'm this way
And even though I've changed
People will stay the same
And even though I don't play
I've become fair game
And now you're looking at me
Like I'm the cause of your living hell
Just take a look at yourself

(Verse 3)
You make me feel like I'm so small
I keep sinking in this hole
I'm getting closer to the edge
One more step and watch me fall
You said so much I believed it all

(Bridge)
You can lie and lie and lie
If it makes you feel alive

(Chorus)
And even though I say
I'm sorry I'm this way
And even though I've changed
People will stay the same
And even though I don't play
I've become fair game
And if you're looking at me
Like I'm the cause of your living hell
Well take a look at
Just take a look at you
Well take a look at yourself

Saint Asonia

A Canadian rock/post-grunge “supergroup” featuring ex-Three Days Grace vocalist/guitarist Adam Gontier, Staind guitarist Mike Mushok, Eye Empire bassist Corey Lowery, and former Finger Eleven drummer Rich Beddoe, Saint Asonia came into being after Mushok and Gontier began writing together just after the latter’s split with his flagship band. Impressed with what they had managed to conjure up, the duo enlisted the rest of the crew and headed into the studio with producer Johnny K (Disturbed, Megadeth, Sevendust) to begin work on a debut long-player. “Better Place,” the first single from the record, was issued in May 2015, followed by the release of the eponymous full-length Saint Asonia later that summer. In 2017, Rich Beddoe left the band and was replaced by Mike Mushok’s Former Staind bandmate Sal Giancarelli. then in 2018, Corey Lowery left the band to join seether and was replaced by Adam Gontier’s cousin and former Art Of Dying bassist, Cale Gontier.