Released: March 22, 2021
Featuring: LB Spiffy
Songwriter: The Kid LAROI LB Spiffy
Producer: M10 (Prod.) Kendrick Luu
[Intro: The Kid LAROI]
Yeah, uh, I'm out here still, oh, yeah
They call my phone, yeah, yeah
Okay, okay, yeah, wait a, yeah, uh
[Chorus: The Kid LAROI]
I'm out here still, you cannot live how I live
You cannot feel what I feel
Told lil' shawty to chill, she sayin' that she love me
No, she love these one hundred bills
I'm out here still, so I do not know how to feel
Bitch, the fuck how you feel?
And that's the death of me, yeah, if it's more than it's meant to be, yeah
[Verse 1: The Kid LAROI]
Yeah, fifteen runnin' the race on my own
And that's why shawty keep callin' my phone
Beggin', oh, beggin' on me to come over
Can not trust none of these gangs 'cause they on one
My mother beggin' me to come home
It's been a while since I slept sober
Nowadays I just wanna be alone
It's been a while since my mouth is sober
They tell me I deal with the pain so well
Soon as I win I say nothing, I won't tell
I told lil' shawty come through to the hotel
They just won't numb the pain forever, oh well
Feelin' with demons, emotions in my mind
It's nothing new, I had it my whole life
My biggest enemy was me the whole time
I realize that the world is all mine
[Chorus: The Kid LAROI]
I'm out here still, you cannot live how I live
You cannot feel what I feel
Told lil' shawty to chill, she sayin' that she love me
No, she love these one hundred bills
I'm out here still, so I do not know how to feel
Bitch, the fuck how you feel?
And that's to the death of me, yeah, if it's more than it's meant to be, yeah
[Verse 2: LB Spiffy]
Babygirl it wasn't meant to be
All of these bitches wanna come get next to me
Me and LAROI cooking up the recipe
We want them bad bitches up in Tennessee
We couldn't turn, sippin' off the Hennessy
I got nothin' fit for me, so just let me be
I'm in my zone, when I be in my remedy
I just might link up that thot up in Kennedy
Uh, uh, I just wanna hit through my nose, yeah
Couple bitches that be callin' my phone
But they just wan' come and smoke on my dope, yeah
I do not care what my ex bitch told you
My bitch, she bad, like she from Magnolia
I don't even gotta sip on no wine
'Cause I make her whine like she my controller, she my controller
[Chorus: The Kid LAROI]
Told lil' shawty to chill, she sayin' that she love me
No, she love these one hundred bills
I'm out here still, so I do not know how to feel
Bitch, the fuck how you feel?
And that's to the death of me, yeah, if it's more than it's meant to be, yeah
I'm out here still, you cannot live how I live
You cannot feel what I feel
Told lil' shawty to chill, she sayin' that she love me
No, she love these one hundred bills
I'm out here still, so I do not know how to feel
Bitch, the fuck how you feel?
And that's the death of me, yeah, if it's more than it's meant to be, yeah
Yeah, uh, I'm out here still, oh, yeah
They call my phone, yeah, yeah
Okay, okay, yeah, wait a, yeah, uh
[Chorus: The Kid LAROI]
I'm out here still, you cannot live how I live
You cannot feel what I feel
Told lil' shawty to chill, she sayin' that she love me
No, she love these one hundred bills
I'm out here still, so I do not know how to feel
Bitch, the fuck how you feel?
And that's the death of me, yeah, if it's more than it's meant to be, yeah
[Verse 1: The Kid LAROI]
Yeah, fifteen runnin' the race on my own
And that's why shawty keep callin' my phone
Beggin', oh, beggin' on me to come over
Can not trust none of these gangs 'cause they on one
My mother beggin' me to come home
It's been a while since I slept sober
Nowadays I just wanna be alone
It's been a while since my mouth is sober
They tell me I deal with the pain so well
Soon as I win I say nothing, I won't tell
I told lil' shawty come through to the hotel
They just won't numb the pain forever, oh well
Feelin' with demons, emotions in my mind
It's nothing new, I had it my whole life
My biggest enemy was me the whole time
I realize that the world is all mine
[Chorus: The Kid LAROI]
I'm out here still, you cannot live how I live
You cannot feel what I feel
Told lil' shawty to chill, she sayin' that she love me
No, she love these one hundred bills
I'm out here still, so I do not know how to feel
Bitch, the fuck how you feel?
And that's to the death of me, yeah, if it's more than it's meant to be, yeah
[Verse 2: LB Spiffy]
Babygirl it wasn't meant to be
All of these bitches wanna come get next to me
Me and LAROI cooking up the recipe
We want them bad bitches up in Tennessee
We couldn't turn, sippin' off the Hennessy
I got nothin' fit for me, so just let me be
I'm in my zone, when I be in my remedy
I just might link up that thot up in Kennedy
Uh, uh, I just wanna hit through my nose, yeah
Couple bitches that be callin' my phone
But they just wan' come and smoke on my dope, yeah
I do not care what my ex bitch told you
My bitch, she bad, like she from Magnolia
I don't even gotta sip on no wine
'Cause I make her whine like she my controller, she my controller
[Chorus: The Kid LAROI]
Told lil' shawty to chill, she sayin' that she love me
No, she love these one hundred bills
I'm out here still, so I do not know how to feel
Bitch, the fuck how you feel?
And that's to the death of me, yeah, if it's more than it's meant to be, yeah
I'm out here still, you cannot live how I live
You cannot feel what I feel
Told lil' shawty to chill, she sayin' that she love me
No, she love these one hundred bills
I'm out here still, so I do not know how to feel
Bitch, the fuck how you feel?
And that's the death of me, yeah, if it's more than it's meant to be, yeah