Released: December 6, 2019

Songwriter: XXXTENTACION

Producer: XXXTENTACION John Cunningham

And it was just like, like as a kid of confusion
Confusion, thrown into disarray
It's like I really wanna amount to something great
I ain't tryna, like, I ain't tryna-, but I'm, in the same sense
I'm tryna go there off energy
I'm tryna go there off effort
I'm not tryna go there off-off hardships and all that bullshit, bruh
Yeah. I felt hardships, I'm tired of that shit, I'm good, bro
Yo. I'm tryna, I'm tryna tell the world to fucking relax, bro
Relax, let me be me, let me be my- let me be a prince
Let me be a king, nigga
Off the sense of my mind, 'cause nigga
My mind is different, you feel me?
I'm not with that torturin' shit, bro, I'm not with that, bro
To be appreciated and to be loved, bro
Let a nigga assert himself, bruh
Let a nigga be who he wanna be
If I make my mistakes, if I make my mistakes along the road
Then that's my fault, you feel me? Mhm
But I know, I know I be feelin', there's somethin' watchin'
There's something watchin', I know

XXXTENTACION

Jahseh Dwayne Ricardo Onfroy (born on January 23, 1998, in Plantation and raised in Lauderhill, Broward County, Florida)—better known by his stage name, XXXTENTACION (pronounced xxx-tenta-ción)—was an established force in the Florida Soundcloud rap scene. He became widely known for his uniquely raw and aggressive approach to music. X claimed that his varied artistic influences range from alternative rock bands such as Nirvana and The Fray to distinguished rappers like Lil Wayne and The Notorious B.I.G.

His breakout hit “Look At Me” was first released on Soundcloud in 2015, and then edited and re-released for his 2017 mixtape Revenge. This scored him an appearance in the XXL Freshman Class of 2017. He took the 10th spot, meaning he was voted in by the fans.

X frequently collaborated with his friend and fellow South Florida rapper, Ski Mask The Slump God. He met Ski in juvenile detention and founded the music collective, Members Only, with him.