There is a person inside me
Fighting to get out
I must restrain
The struggle for control
Is it fear of rejection or fear of going to jail
Is it consideration
Maybe I just think too much
Considering all the change I've undergone
It's a wonder I still fight it
I don't trust my own judgement when I'm stressed out
Turning my eyes elsewhere for something strong to cling to
Because I am not strong right now
I'll just pretend
I think, therefore I am
It's bullshit, and all I have
Lashing out doesn't solve the problem
But it revives my tolerance
I find that I make friends with anyone I accept
Keep your enemies close, someone told me
That person was probably my enemy, too
There is little reason to be fair
Choose me because I'm complexly better
I should have other things to think about
Ones with greater impact
A smile if I daydream
A pile of dead pop 'tards would make for pretty lawn ornaments
Fighting to get out
I must restrain
The struggle for control
Is it fear of rejection or fear of going to jail
Is it consideration
Maybe I just think too much
Considering all the change I've undergone
It's a wonder I still fight it
I don't trust my own judgement when I'm stressed out
Turning my eyes elsewhere for something strong to cling to
Because I am not strong right now
I'll just pretend
I think, therefore I am
It's bullshit, and all I have
Lashing out doesn't solve the problem
But it revives my tolerance
I find that I make friends with anyone I accept
Keep your enemies close, someone told me
That person was probably my enemy, too
There is little reason to be fair
Choose me because I'm complexly better
I should have other things to think about
Ones with greater impact
A smile if I daydream
A pile of dead pop 'tards would make for pretty lawn ornaments
- Validation
- Deanna
- Heaven
- One Glance
- Reason to Live
- Sensually Transmitted Disease
- Scripting Fate
- The Deviant Cohort
- Losing
- The Note
- So This Is My Best Friend
- Good Intentions
- Isolation (Part 1)
- Isolation (Part 2)
- That’s Terrible
- That’s Horrible
- Yetzer Rah (Evil Inclination)
- Perfidy
- Wooden Chips
- Rescission
- Sides Collide
- To Continue
- Juliya
- So This Is My Casual Friend