Released: April 16, 2021

Songwriter: Bebe Rexha Greg Kurstin Jon Hume Michael Matosic Michael Tighe

Producer: Greg Kurstin Jon Hume

[Intro]
Why do I sabotage everything I love?
It's always beautiful until I fuck it up

[Verse 1]
Tell myself I'm safe and lonely
With nobody else to break my heart
Even though I know you'd never
I'm my own worst enemy and think you are

[Pre-Chorus]
Matches in my back pocket
I'm the queen of burnin' bridges
I will only let you down

[Chorus]
Why do I sabotage everything I love?
It's always beautiful until I fuck it up
Why do I sabotage everything I love?
The walls are closin' in because I built them up

[Verse 2]
Why can't I let myself be happy? (Ooh)
Why do I gotta get in my own way? (Ooh)
My shoes are worn out, always runnin'
From the reasons that I really wanna stay

[Pre-Chorus]
Matches in my back pocket
I'm the queen of burnin' bridges
I will only let you down

[Chorus]
Why do I sabotage everything I love?
It's always beautiful until I fuck it up
Why do I sabotage everything I love?
The walls are closin' in because I built them up

[Bridge]
So don't let me hope too high
Don't let me hope too high
'Cause I will find a way to tear it down every time
Don't let me hope too high
When everything is right
'Cause I will find a way to tear it down every time
I sabotage everything I love
It's always beautiful until I fuck it up

[Chorus]
Why do I sabotage everything I love?
It's always beautiful until I fuck it up
Why do I sabotage everything I love?
The walls are closin' in because I built them up

[Outro]
Why do I sabotage?

Bebe Rexha

Born on August 30, 1989, Bleta Rexha–widely known by her stage name Bebe Rexha, with Bebe meaning “bumblebee”–is an American singer and songwriter hailing from Brooklyn, New York. Her Albanian background and passion for music at the young age of 4 led her to pursue her love for music through Tottenville High School on Staten Island.

She is best known for being featured on the hit singles “Take Me Home” by Cash Cash, “Hey Mama” by David Guetta and “Me, Myself and I” by G-Eazy. She is also known for being the lead vocalist of the American band Black Cards, which was created by Pete Wentz, lead bassist of Fall Out Boy.

She has worked producing and writing for several different artists and most notably co-wrote the number-one US Billboard Hot 100 hit “The Monster” by Eminem featuring Rihanna.