Songwriter: Even Stevens David Malloy Eddie Rabbitt

Producer: David Malloy

I’m laughing on the outside, I’m crying on the inside
Trying my best to hide all these tears in my eyes
I’m laughing on the outside but I’m dying on the inside
Baby when you said goodbye, I put my heartache in disguise

Saw my friends on the street
They’re all asking me how I’m taking it
I act like nothing’s wrong
I don’t let on, I’m good at faking it
But just how long can I keep up this masquerade?
You know it’s just a saccharine

I’m laughing on the outside but I’m crying on the inside
Trying my best to hide all the pain I feel inside
I’m laughing on the outside but I’m dying on the inside
Baby when you said goodbye, I put my heartache in disguise

But how does the heartache last?
How much do you pay for love?
How long will I wear this mask?
How long can I keep it up?

Laughing on the outside, crying on the inside
Trying my best to hide all these tears in my eyes
I’m laughing on the outside but I’m dying on the inside
Baby when you said goodbye, I put my heartache in disguise

Saw you with someone last night
Had to fight the jealousy
So I smiled and said hello
Hope it didn’t show but it was killing me
And just how long can I keep up this masquerade?
You know it’s just a saccharine

I’m laughing on the outside but I’m crying on the inside
Trying my best to hide all these tears in my eyes
I’m laughing on the outside but I’m dying on the inside
Baby when you said goodbye, I put my heartache in disguise

I’m laughing on the outside but I’m crying on the inside
Trying my best to hide all these tears in my eyes
I’m laughing on the outside but I’m dying on the inside
Baby when...

Eddie Rabbitt

Edward Thomas Rabbitt was born November 27, 1941 in Brooklyn, New York to Irish immigrant parents. He was raised in East Orange, New Jersey. On his 35th birthday, he married Janine Girardi. They had three children. One daughter, Demelza, and two sons, Timmy & Tommy. Timmy was born with biliary atresia and died in childhood after a failed liver transplant intended to save his life. In March 1997, Eddie learned that he had lung cancer. He passed away on May 7, 1998. Rabbitt received several awards over the years. The Academy of Country Music Awards Top New Male Vocalist in 1977. Music City News Country Songwriter of the Year and BMI’s Robert J. Burton Award for “Suspicions” in 1979. 1980 brought BMI’s Song of the Year for “Suspicions.” In 1996 he pulled in BMI’s Three Million-Air Award and Two Million-Air Awards for “I Love a Rainy Night” and “Kentucky Rain”, respectively. He was inducted into the Nashville Songwriters Hall of Fame the year of his death, 1998. Eddie’s final #1 hit came in 1989 with “On Second Thought”.