Released: October 21, 2020
Songwriter: Ghostemane
Producer: Ghostemane
[Intro]
It all started when you
[Verse 1]
Left me for dead, now I've been a wreck
And momma told me daddy ain't gonna be back
And she told me I'm the man now, I guess I'm the man now
Think I need a plan now, uh (Ah)
Must've been nothing but a jit
Buck teeth, cut like a bowl so that you know
Started from the bottom, fighting all the way up up
I never wanna go back down
Update, I felt great for a minute straight
Call my shrink and tell him I made a mistake
If only I could delete all the pain
And upload all the things I wanted to be
Bled from my lip, bit down on it
Feel the pain and a taste so metallic
Soulless, I learned to live without it
But I'ma make it out of this so count on it
[Bridge]
It all started when I
It all started when I
It all started when I
It all started when I
[Verse 2]
Cut the black blood from your tongue like Lavinia
No more lies, no, not a one, I wasn't your favorite son
If only I could forget, if only I could delete
If only, if only I could delete my memory
I still would not upload everything you wanted me to be
No, truly, I'm happy you're deceased
I don't want nothing
I want everything, I want everything, I want everything
[Segue]
You left me for dead, all that died was my innocence
[Outro]
Uh, it all started when you
Left me for dead, now I've been a wreck and
Momma told me daddy won't be coming back
Bled from my lip, bit down on it
Felt the pain and a taste so metallic
It all started when you
[Verse 1]
Left me for dead, now I've been a wreck
And momma told me daddy ain't gonna be back
And she told me I'm the man now, I guess I'm the man now
Think I need a plan now, uh (Ah)
Must've been nothing but a jit
Buck teeth, cut like a bowl so that you know
Started from the bottom, fighting all the way up up
I never wanna go back down
Update, I felt great for a minute straight
Call my shrink and tell him I made a mistake
If only I could delete all the pain
And upload all the things I wanted to be
Bled from my lip, bit down on it
Feel the pain and a taste so metallic
Soulless, I learned to live without it
But I'ma make it out of this so count on it
[Bridge]
It all started when I
It all started when I
It all started when I
It all started when I
[Verse 2]
Cut the black blood from your tongue like Lavinia
No more lies, no, not a one, I wasn't your favorite son
If only I could forget, if only I could delete
If only, if only I could delete my memory
I still would not upload everything you wanted me to be
No, truly, I'm happy you're deceased
I don't want nothing
I want everything, I want everything, I want everything
[Segue]
You left me for dead, all that died was my innocence
[Outro]
Uh, it all started when you
Left me for dead, now I've been a wreck and
Momma told me daddy won't be coming back
Bled from my lip, bit down on it
Felt the pain and a taste so metallic