Released: August 22, 2016

Songwriter: Ghostemane

Producer: NEDARB

[Chorus]
I'm so sick of all I live
I can't seem to get myself out of this
Rut I'm in, don't wait up for me
I'm too far gone in this
I'm so sick of all I live
I can't seem to get myself out of this
Rut I'm in, don't wait up for me
I'm too far gone in this

[Verse]
All that I see is the light
Receding into the dark of the night
Will I be another one to take my own life?
Or can I triumph and make shit right?
I don't really need nobody telling me if I am living right
I'm at the top of Mount Everest, compared to where you stand I think that I'm doing (Fine)
I can't remember the last time that I had a decent sleep
Somebody set me free
All of these fucked up dreams, they take a toll on me
If only I had any clue of what they mean

[Chorus]
I'm so sick of all I live
I can't seem to get myself out of this
Rut I'm in, don't wait up for me
I'm too far gone in this
I'm so sick of all I live
I can't seem to get myself out of this
Rut I'm in, don't wait up for me
I'm too far gone in this

Ghostemane

Eric Whitney Ghoste (born April 15, 1991), also known as Ghostemane, is an artist from Lake Worth, Florida. He initially rose to popularity as a member of the now-defunct SCHEMAPOSSE—a group that included Lil Peep and JGRXXN amongst others. In a 2017 interview with No Jumper, Ghostemane said he decided to leave SCHEMAPOSSE as he wanted to grow as an independent artist, and didn’t want to be boxed in a certain group or movement.

In a 2016 interview with Metal Insider, Ghostemane stated that he was majorly influenced by metal bands such as Deicide, Death, Carcass, and Mayhem. He later got into hip hop groups such as Dirty Boyz, Bone Thugs-N-Harmony, and Three 6 Mafia. He listed bands like Circle Takes the Square and The Number Twelve Looks Like You as additional inspirations in a 2016 statement to Masked Gorilla.

Ghostemane has numerous side projects. These include his lo-fi black metal project Baader Meinhof, and his experimental noise project GASM.