Released: July 5, 2017
Featuring: Wicca Phase Springs Eternal
Songwriter: Wicca Phase Springs Eternal Ghostemane
Producer: NEDARB
[Verse 1: Ghostemane]
You took the very best of me
Now I'm left with the worst
I don't really know where to go now
I just keep hoping that I'll see you in the back of a suburban
Maybe on the highway that we drove
All alone through the valley
How the mountains looked like home that day
What I wouldn't give to see that face again
You told me it's for the best but I don't believe it
Why does it hurt so fucking much?
I was just fine without you all my life
Now you came into it and I cannot go on
I cannot go on without knowing you feel my pain, feel my pain
Let me find something to wash what I'm feeling away
[Verse 2: Wicca Phase Springs Eternal]
I love you so much that it's hurting again
I am the one with my hands on my head, yeah
I am the one that puts you down in beds
You tied me up on a Saturday when
I was afraid that you'd leave me again
My heart is like a sauna
You knew I was desperate
I knew you were reckless
You knew that I liked it
If I couldn't see you again
Know that's not even a thing
I call out to you and I'm dead
I call out to you in a dream
But there's something that's not right and I cannot name it
It speaks to me at night, a feeling that's nameless
And I know that you can't see me through my pain
Know it's not in me to push you away, yeah
You took the very best of me
Now I'm left with the worst
I don't really know where to go now
I just keep hoping that I'll see you in the back of a suburban
Maybe on the highway that we drove
All alone through the valley
How the mountains looked like home that day
What I wouldn't give to see that face again
You told me it's for the best but I don't believe it
Why does it hurt so fucking much?
I was just fine without you all my life
Now you came into it and I cannot go on
I cannot go on without knowing you feel my pain, feel my pain
Let me find something to wash what I'm feeling away
[Verse 2: Wicca Phase Springs Eternal]
I love you so much that it's hurting again
I am the one with my hands on my head, yeah
I am the one that puts you down in beds
You tied me up on a Saturday when
I was afraid that you'd leave me again
My heart is like a sauna
You knew I was desperate
I knew you were reckless
You knew that I liked it
If I couldn't see you again
Know that's not even a thing
I call out to you and I'm dead
I call out to you in a dream
But there's something that's not right and I cannot name it
It speaks to me at night, a feeling that's nameless
And I know that you can't see me through my pain
Know it's not in me to push you away, yeah