Released: June 19, 2019

Songwriter: Parv0 Ghostemane

Producer: Parv0

[Intro: Ghostemane]
(No, no, no, NO!)
Fuck love
I don’t want none, I don’t want love
I’ll be blunt, I'm a time bomb
(Tick, tick, tick, tick)
You say I’m a God
But I know I’m not
Why do I feel like?
(Nothing)

[Verse: Ghostemane]
Literally a million other reasons I gotta pretend I’m ok
But I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not!
What you want, bitch I’m nothin but a notch
I went diggin' thru my lungs, and it's all I really got
When am I gonna learn to give it all up?
(Nobody wants you, nobody wants you)
When am I gonna learn there’s never gonna be a forever for me a letter from me delivered to me?
Teaming up with demons instead of trying to defeat them
Looking shawty in the eyes sayin' “Take it or leave it”
I'ma keep it under wraps that I rap maybe then she won’t become a demon either and we can live in another reality count on me to fuck it up, fuck it up!
Never not the case, level 11 mage, I got it all made
Shouldn’t I be happy? Shouldn’t I be?

[Bridge: Ghostemane]
Help!
I'm not fucking God!
I'm not fucking happy, I'm never happy!
No!

[Pre-Outro: Ghostemane]
(I was 15, following my dreams, holes in my jeans)
(Daddy hated everything, but his pills, got his thrills)
(With his finger in my face, in my face)
(Then he'd said, "What a waste, what a waste, what a waste–")

[Outro: Ghostemane]
What a waste! What a waste!
What a waste! What a waste!
What a waste! What a waste!
What a waste! What a waste!
What a waste!
What a waste!
What a waste!

Ghostemane

Eric Whitney Ghoste (born April 15, 1991), also known as Ghostemane, is an artist from Lake Worth, Florida. He initially rose to popularity as a member of the now-defunct SCHEMAPOSSE—a group that included Lil Peep and JGRXXN amongst others. In a 2017 interview with No Jumper, Ghostemane said he decided to leave SCHEMAPOSSE as he wanted to grow as an independent artist, and didn’t want to be boxed in a certain group or movement.

In a 2016 interview with Metal Insider, Ghostemane stated that he was majorly influenced by metal bands such as Deicide, Death, Carcass, and Mayhem. He later got into hip hop groups such as Dirty Boyz, Bone Thugs-N-Harmony, and Three 6 Mafia. He listed bands like Circle Takes the Square and The Number Twelve Looks Like You as additional inspirations in a 2016 statement to Masked Gorilla.

Ghostemane has numerous side projects. These include his lo-fi black metal project Baader Meinhof, and his experimental noise project GASM.