Released: June 8, 2010

Songwriter: Rachel Proctor Mike Mosley

Producer: Nathan Chapman

[Verse 1]
I close my eyes, so I can't see you leaving
I still hear, you walking out
I can't move, feel like I'm not breathing
How do I live without you now?

[Chorus]
Is this as bad as it gets?
Is this as hard as it seems?
Is this the way it feels with a dagger through your heart
When you're falling to your knees ripped and torn apart?
How long am I gonna cry?
Feel like I'm gonna die
Trying to forget
Is this as bad as it gets?

[Verse 2]
The sun's goin' down
How will I ever face our empty bed?
Turn out the light
It hurts too much
To know you're never coming home again
You said goodbye

[Chorus]
Is this as bad as it gets?
Is this as hard as it seems?
Is this the way it feels with a dagger through your heart
When you're falling to your knees ripped and torn apart?
How long am I gonna cry?
Feel like I'm gonna die
Trying to forget
Is this as bad as it gets?

[Chorus]
Tonight, tell me I've seen the worst of this jagged knife
Deep inside my broken heart
He'll only leave a scar

[Chorus]
Is this as bad as it gets?
Is this as hard as it seems?
Is this the way it feels with a dagger through your heart
When you're falling to your knees ripped and torn apart
How long am I gonna cry feel like I'm gonna die
Trying to forget
Is this as hard
Is this as tough
Is this as bad as it gets?

[Outro]
I close my eyes so I can't see you leaving

Jewel

Jewel Kilcher was born May 23, 1974 in Payson, Utah and raised in Homer, Alaska by her parents, Atz and Lenedra Carroll Kilcher. She is divorced from husband Ty Murray, with whom they share a son, Kase Townes Murray, who was born on July 11, 2011. Jewel is a singer-songwriter, guitarist, actress and author/poet. She is known for yodeling during her concerts. She has appeared on 7th Heaven and Crime Scene Investigation, among others. She played the lead of June Carter Cash in Ring of Fire, a Lifetime original movie. Besides vocals, instruments that Jewel plays are the guitar and autoharp. Songs that Jewel is noted for include “Foolish Games” and “You Were Meant For Me”.

As of 2010, Jewel has sold 15.2 million albums in her career, according to SoundScan.