Released: May 1, 2017

Hangul

항상 네 생각이 나서
언제든 보고싶어서
그래서 많이 두려웠어
내 마음 들켜버릴까봐
우리 사이가 어색해지면 안되니까

생각해보면 그래
같이 걷고 있을 때도
안아주고 싶을때도 난
한 걸음 뒤로 멀어져 있어
정말 모두 거짓말같아

내가 느리고 느려서 너무 답답했니
내가 둔하고 둔해서 네게 상처줬니
하지만 널 사랑하는 것조차
너무 느리고 느려서 난 더 아픈걸

널 기다리는 법
네가 이해하지 못한대도
이럴 수 밖엔 없어
나도 답답해 미쳐버릴 것 같아
그래도 견뎌야해

하지만 그건 몰랐어
내가 너를 밀어내도
조금 차갑게 군데도 넌
날 밀어낸적 한 번이 없어
거짓말도 소용없잖아

내가 느리고 느려서 너무 답답했니
내가 둔하고 둔해서 네게 상처줬니
하지만 널 사랑하는 것조차
너무 느리고 느려서 난 더 아픈걸

내가 느리고 느려서 너무 답답했니
내가 둔하고 둔해서 네게 상처줬니
하지만 널 기다리는 것조차
너무 느리고 느려서 난 더 힘든걸

내가 느리고 느려서 너무 답답했니
내가 둔하고 둔해서 네게 상처줬니
하지만 널 사랑하는 것조차
너무 느리고 느려서 난 더 아픈걸

Romanization

Hangsang ne saenggagi naseo
Eonjedeun bogosipeoseo
Geuraeseo manhi duryeowosseo
Nae maeum deulkyeobeorilkkabwa
Uri saiga eosaeghaejimyeon andoenikka

Saenggaghaebomyeon geurae
Gati geodgo isseul ttaedo
Anajugo sipeulttaedo nan
Han georeum dwiro meoreojyeo isseo
Jeongmal modu geojismalgata

Naega neurigo neuryeoseo neomu dabdabhaettni
Naega dunhago dunhaeseo nege sangcheojwottni
Hajiman neol saranghaneun geotjocha
Neomu neurigo neuryeoseo nan deo apeungeol

Neol gidalineun beob
Nega ihaehaji mothandaedo
Ireol su bakken eobseo
Nado dabdabhae michyeobeoril geot gata
Geuraedo gyeondyeoyahae

Hajiman geugeon mollasseo
Naega neoreul mireonaedo
Jogeum chagabge gundedo neon
Nal mireonaenjeog han beoni eobseo
Geojismaldo soyongeobsjanha

Naega neurigo neuryeoseo neomu dabdabhaettni
Naega dunhago dunhaeseo nege sangcheojwottni
Hajiman neol saranghaneun geotjocha
Neomu neurigo neuryeoseo nan deo apeungeol

Naega neurigo neuryeoseo neomu dabdabhaettni
Naega dunhago dunhaeseo nege sangcheojwottni
Hajiman neol gidalineun geotjocha
Neomu neurigo neuryeoseo nan deo himdeungeol

Naega neurigo neuryeoseo neomu dabdabhaettni
Naega dunhago dunhaeseo nege sangcheojwottni
Hajiman neol saranghaneun geotjocha
Neomu neurigo neuryeoseo nan deo apeungeol

English Translation

I always think of you
I always miss you
So I was really scared
What if you find out about my heart
I don’t want us to get awkward

When I think about it
Even when we’re walking together
Even when I want to hug you
I’m always one step behind
Everything seems like a lie

Was it frustrating because I’m so slow?
Did I hurt you because I’m so dim?
But even when it comes to loving you
It’s so slow that it hurts even more

How to wait for you
Even if you don’t understand
I have no choice
I think I’ll go crazy with frustration too
But still, I have to endure

But I didn’t know
Even when I pushed you away
Even when I acted a bit cold
You’ve never pushed me away
There’s no use in lying

Was it frustrating because I’m so slow?
Did I hurt you because I’m so dim?
But even when it comes to loving you
It’s so slow that it hurts even more

Was it frustrating because I’m so slow?
Did I hurt you because I’m so dim?
But even when it comes to waiting for you
It’s so slow that it’s even harder for me

Was it frustrating because I’m so slow?
Did I hurt you because I’m so dim?
But even when it comes to loving you
It’s so slow that it hurts even more

JOY (Red Velvet)

Park Soo-young (born September 3, 1996) known by the stage name Joy, is a South Korean singer and actress. She is a member of the K-pop girl group Red Velvet.

Park Soo-young was born in Jeju Province, South Korea on September 3, 1996. As a child, Joy was interested in modern trot music.In grade school, she was influenced to become a singer after receiving praise for her rendition of K-rock band Cherry Filter’s song Flying Duck. She auditioned and was cast by S.M. Entertainment at the S.M. Global Audition in Seoul in 2012. She trained under the agency for two years, during which time a vocal coach gave her the stage name “Joy”.

Joy made his acting debut in “The Liar in His Lover” in 2017 and her new drama, “The Great Seducer”.