Songwriter: Reginald “Fieldy” Arvizu Jonathan Davis James “Munky” Shaffer David Silveria Brian “Head” Welch
I'm feeling mean today
Not lost, not thrown away
Just irritated and quite hated
Self control breaks down
Why's everything so tame?
I like my life insane
I'm barricading and debating
Who I'm gonna kick around
Right now, can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you
Right now, I feel it scratch inside, I wanna slash and beat you
Right now, I rip apart the things inside that excite you
Right now, I can't control myself, I fucking hate you
I'm feeling cold today
Not hurt, just fucked away
I'm devastated and frustrated
God I feel so bound
So when I feel the need
I think it's time to bleed
I'm gonna cut myself
A watch the blood
Hit the ground
Right now, can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you
Right now, I feel it scratch inside, I wanna slash and beat you
Right now, I rip apart the things inside that excite you
Right now, I can't control myself, I fucking hate you
You open your mouth again
I swear I'm gonna break it
You open your mouth again
My God I cannot take it
Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll fuck you up
Right now, can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you
Right now, I feel it scratch inside, I wanna slash and beat you
Right now, I rip apart the things inside that excite you
Right now, I can't control myself, I fucking hate you
I fucking hate you, I fucking hate you
I fucking hate you, I fucking hate you!
I fucking hate you
(Shut up)
I fucking hate you
(Shut up)
I fucking hate you
(Shut up, shut up)
Not lost, not thrown away
Just irritated and quite hated
Self control breaks down
Why's everything so tame?
I like my life insane
I'm barricading and debating
Who I'm gonna kick around
Right now, can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you
Right now, I feel it scratch inside, I wanna slash and beat you
Right now, I rip apart the things inside that excite you
Right now, I can't control myself, I fucking hate you
I'm feeling cold today
Not hurt, just fucked away
I'm devastated and frustrated
God I feel so bound
So when I feel the need
I think it's time to bleed
I'm gonna cut myself
A watch the blood
Hit the ground
Right now, can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you
Right now, I feel it scratch inside, I wanna slash and beat you
Right now, I rip apart the things inside that excite you
Right now, I can't control myself, I fucking hate you
You open your mouth again
I swear I'm gonna break it
You open your mouth again
My God I cannot take it
Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll fuck you up
Right now, can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you
Right now, I feel it scratch inside, I wanna slash and beat you
Right now, I rip apart the things inside that excite you
Right now, I can't control myself, I fucking hate you
I fucking hate you, I fucking hate you
I fucking hate you, I fucking hate you!
I fucking hate you
(Shut up)
I fucking hate you
(Shut up)
I fucking hate you
(Shut up, shut up)
Live & Rare
- Earache My Eye
- My Gift to You (Live at Woodstock ’99)
- Falling Away from Me (Live at CBGB)
- Blind (Live at CBGB)
- Here to Stay (Live at CBGB)
- Got the Life (Live at CBGB)
- Another Brick in the Wall, Pt. 1, 2, 3 (Live at Projekt Revolution)
- Freak on a Leash (Live at CBGB)
- Right Now (Live at CBGB)
- Did My Time (Live at CBGB)
- Proud
- One (Live from ”MTV ICON: Metallica”)
- A.D.I.D.A.S. (Live at Woodstock ’99)
- Live & Rare (2006)
- Live & Rare [Japanese Release] (2006)
- Freak on a Leash
- Daddy
- Falling Away from Me
- Blind
- Rotting in Vain
- Got the Life
- All in the Family
- Coming Undone
- Faget
- Twisted Transistor
- A.D.I.D.A.S.
- Cold
- Twist
- Clown
- Here to Stay
- Insane
- You’ll Never Find Me
- Shoots & Ladders
- Ball Tongue
- A Different World
- Trash
- Make Me Bad
- Black Is the Soul
- Somebody Someone