Released: June 25, 2021

Songwriter: Dave Haywood Hillary Scott Natalie Hemby Amy Wadge

Producer: Dann Huff

[Verse 1]
I keep looking at myself in the mirror
Hopin' it will change
And I keep wishing for a brand-new body
That I didn't have to blame
I'm seein' every flaw, like a failure
I'm usin' every cure, like a savior
Like tryna build a church out of all my hurt
When it really needs grace

[Chorus]
I gave all my time to nothin'
I focused on who I was not who I'm becomin'
My fears, they took up space
My eyes couldn't look away
I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate

[Verse 2]
Half a bottle of red just before bed
Is the only way I dream
Before I rеally wake up
The first thing I touch is a button on a screen
I'm not guilty of leavin', not stickin' around
I'm guilty of stayin' and just chеckin' out
Yeah, I kept my head down and really missed out
On what's in front of me

[Chorus]
'Cause I gave all my time to nothin'
I focused on who I was, not who I'm becomin'
My fears, they took up space
My eyes couldn't look away
I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate

[Bridge]
Why do the lies feel like the truth?
Why do I do the things I do?
Why do I fight so hard to keep my heart empty?

[Chorus]
'Cause I gave so much time to nothing
I focused on who I was, not who I'm becomin'
My fears, they took up space
My eyes couldn't look away
I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate

[Post-Chorus]
I didn't even realize (Realize)
I didn't even realize (Realize)
I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate
Didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate

[Outro]
(Ooh-ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh)
Didn't even realize, no (Ooh-ooh-ooh)
Didn't even realize, didn't know (Ooh-ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh) Mmm, yeah (Ooh-ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh)

Lady A

Lady A (formerly known as Lady Antebellum) is an American country music group, formed in Nashville, Tennessee, U.S.A. in 2006. The group consists of Hillary Scott (lead and background vocals), Charles Kelley (lead and background vocals, guitar), and Dave Haywood (background vocals, guitar, piano, mandolin).