Songwriter: NAV

Producer: NAV Southside

[Pre-Chorus]
Saving for my future kid's tuition
Fuckin' hoes, I tell myself, "Can't trust these bitches"
Multimillion visions coming to fruition
Still complainin' about how I'm livin'

[Chorus]
I'm a livin' contradiction
Poppin' pills, but I say I'm not addicted
I'm a livin' contradiction
I got everythin', still feel like somethin's missing

[Verse 1]
I've been doing alright, focused on my riches
Never losing sight, won't fight over no bitches
Everything they say I couldn't do, I did it
You can't crack a joke with me, who are you kidding?
You ask too many questions, mind your business
You the type that would testify as a witness
Show me love, I know you hate me from a distance
Got it on my own and I don't need assistance
You only come around me 'cause I'm on
But you the first to disappear when something's wrong
Are you down for me or not, what are you on?
These pills ain't free so don't worry about what I'm on

[Pre-Chorus]
Saving for my future kid's tuition
Fuckin' hoes, I tell myself, "Can't trust these bitches"
Multimillion visions coming to fruition
Still complainin' about how I'm livin'

[Chorus]
I'm a livin' contradiction
Poppin' pills, but I say I'm not addicted
I'm a livin' contradiction
I got everythin', still feel like somethin's missing

[Verse 2]
She love a go-getter, now I got her
When I'm in ATL, I keep a chopper
Part-time rapper, full-time pill-popper
Worried about my health, avoid seeing a doctor
They fucking everybody, I can't trust these bitches
I fucked so many bitches, I'm on triple digits
Crime committed, I don't care about who did it
I just want my bros to get acquitted
Smoked my first blunt, I was tryna fit in
Now I'm looking for a spot to hide the pills in
Getting higher then the CN Tower ceilin'
Thumbin' through the hunnids, love the feelin'

[Pre-Chorus]
Saving for my future kid's tuition
Fuckin' hoes, I tell myself, "Can't trust these bitches"
Multimillion visions coming to fruition
Still complainin' about how I'm livin'

[Chorus]
I'm a livin' contradiction
Poppin' pills, but I say I'm not addicted
I'm a livin' contradiction
I got everythin', still feel like somethin's missing

NAV

Navraj Singh Goraya (born November 3, 1989), popularly known as NAV, is an Indian-Canadian recording artist, record producer, and engineer from Rexdale, Ontario, Canada, a district of Toronto. His parents are both from the state of Punjab in India and are fluent in the Punjabi language; NAV himself is fluent in both English and Punjabi and practices the religion of Sikhism, the religion the majority of Punjabs practice.

Following in the footsteps of Canadian singer The Weeknd, the co-founder and leader of XO and a frequent collaborator of his, NAV has preferred to let his SoundCloud do the talking in the early stages of his career. Although going largely unnoticed at the time of its release, NAV’s first noteworthy production credit was in July 2015 when he helped co-produce Drake’s diss track towards Meek Mill, “Back to Back.”

After hearing a string of successful SoundCloud hits, including the self-produced “Myself,” in 2016, Amir “Cash” Esmailian,, the co-founder and manager of XO, reached out to NAV, giving him an opportunity to expand from the revolutionary music platform. NAV has grabbed numerous features since linking up with The Weeknd and the rest of XO, consisting of Belly, 88GLAM, and Black Atlass. His first and arguably most recognizable feature (which he also solely produced) is Travis Scott’s September 2016 song, “beibs in the trap,” from Travis' sophomore studio album, Birds in the Trap Sing McKnight.