Songwriter: NLE Choppa

Producer: DeeMarc

[Intro]
DeeMarc got that heat

[Verse 1]
I'm only happy when I know the opps die (When they dead)
Smile on the outside, but I know that a young nigga soul cry (You know, you know)
They wanna know is he alright (He alright)
They know he ain't livin' right (They know he ain't livin' right)
I'm traumatized, I'm hypnotized
I seen my dawg die (Seen my dawg die)

[Chorus]
It hurt me, that you know we was fucked up and still did it (No-no)
I don't wanna hear shit, I don't wanna hear (No-no)
My demons slide all night but God steerin' (Brrr)
Didn't mean to break your heart but I did (Brrr-brrr)
I'm broken inside, don't know how to love
I cry on my own but, bitch, I'm a thug
Shit change all the time it's not what it was
Lord take my pain, I had enough
I need peace and love, can you find that? (I need peace and love)

[Verse 2]
And they abusin' my thoughts, I'm open minded (I'm open minded)
I ain't tryna talk to nobody, depressed and quiet (Quiet)
Only time I get my point accross is when I'm rhyming (When I'm rhyming)
I'm cryin' so much that my eyes bleed
All I want is your love beside me (Beside me)
Don't you wait 'til I'm layin' on IV's (On IV's)
And it's gon' take a lot to describe me (Describe me)
You can hear in my verse that a young nigga hurt
I'm talkin' to God, like, "What is the purpose?"
I clean up nice 'cause I'm livin' dirty
I'm textin' this bitch 'cause I know it's worth it
Sometimes...

NLE Choppa

Bryson Lashun Potts (born November 1, 2002), better known by his stage name NLE Choppa (formerly YNR Choppa), is an American rapper from Memphis, Tennessee. He is best known for his hit single “Shotta Flow,” which has more than 121 million views as of January 2020 and peaked at number 36 on the Billboard Hot 100. The track was so popular it earned a remix with rapper Blueface.

He first went under the name YNR Choppa and released several tracks under that moniker. He soon switched over to using the name NLE Choppa, the NLE standing for his brand “No Love Entertainment.”

On January 30, 2019, he released his first big collaboration with BlocBoy JB on the track “ChopBloc.” Other hit singles include “Camelot,” “Shotta Flow 3,” and “Famous Hoes.”