Songwriter: NLE Choppa
Producer: DeeMarc
[Intro]
DeeMarc got that heat
[Verse 1]
I'm only happy when I know the opps die (When they dead)
Smile on the outside, but I know that a young nigga soul cry (You know, you know)
They wanna know is he alright (He alright)
They know he ain't livin' right (They know he ain't livin' right)
I'm traumatized, I'm hypnotized
I seen my dawg die (Seen my dawg die)
[Chorus]
It hurt me, that you know we was fucked up and still did it (No-no)
I don't wanna hear shit, I don't wanna hear (No-no)
My demons slide all night but God steerin' (Brrr)
Didn't mean to break your heart but I did (Brrr-brrr)
I'm broken inside, don't know how to love
I cry on my own but, bitch, I'm a thug
Shit change all the time it's not what it was
Lord take my pain, I had enough
I need peace and love, can you find that? (I need peace and love)
[Verse 2]
And they abusin' my thoughts, I'm open minded (I'm open minded)
I ain't tryna talk to nobody, depressed and quiet (Quiet)
Only time I get my point accross is when I'm rhyming (When I'm rhyming)
I'm cryin' so much that my eyes bleed
All I want is your love beside me (Beside me)
Don't you wait 'til I'm layin' on IV's (On IV's)
And it's gon' take a lot to describe me (Describe me)
You can hear in my verse that a young nigga hurt
I'm talkin' to God, like, "What is the purpose?"
I clean up nice 'cause I'm livin' dirty
I'm textin' this bitch 'cause I know it's worth it
Sometimes...
DeeMarc got that heat
[Verse 1]
I'm only happy when I know the opps die (When they dead)
Smile on the outside, but I know that a young nigga soul cry (You know, you know)
They wanna know is he alright (He alright)
They know he ain't livin' right (They know he ain't livin' right)
I'm traumatized, I'm hypnotized
I seen my dawg die (Seen my dawg die)
[Chorus]
It hurt me, that you know we was fucked up and still did it (No-no)
I don't wanna hear shit, I don't wanna hear (No-no)
My demons slide all night but God steerin' (Brrr)
Didn't mean to break your heart but I did (Brrr-brrr)
I'm broken inside, don't know how to love
I cry on my own but, bitch, I'm a thug
Shit change all the time it's not what it was
Lord take my pain, I had enough
I need peace and love, can you find that? (I need peace and love)
[Verse 2]
And they abusin' my thoughts, I'm open minded (I'm open minded)
I ain't tryna talk to nobody, depressed and quiet (Quiet)
Only time I get my point accross is when I'm rhyming (When I'm rhyming)
I'm cryin' so much that my eyes bleed
All I want is your love beside me (Beside me)
Don't you wait 'til I'm layin' on IV's (On IV's)
And it's gon' take a lot to describe me (Describe me)
You can hear in my verse that a young nigga hurt
I'm talkin' to God, like, "What is the purpose?"
I clean up nice 'cause I'm livin' dirty
I'm textin' this bitch 'cause I know it's worth it
Sometimes...
more tracks from the album
Unreleased Songs
- Whip
- No Fear
- Another Route
- Red Dot
- Want Beef? 2.0 (Remix)
- Love Me Baby
- Remember The Days
- Come Through/Baby Mexico
- Slide
- Counting Up Blues
- High Tonight
- Dope In My Sock
- OG Love
- Knuck If You Buck
- Skrt Skrt
- Top Shotta
- Cream of the Crop*
- What its gone be/ Gender Reveal
- Be About It
- Famous Hoes 2
- Yeah
- Exotic 2
- Shotta Chapter 2 / Best Gore
- Demon / From The Heart
- Caught A Body
- Walk Em Down 2
- Grab My Gun / Change My Ways
- Glock On My Hip
- Made In Jamaica
- Never Fold
- Shotta Flow 6
- 35 Shots
- Kill For No Reason
- Road Rage*
- Stick n Guns/Racks*
- Hot Shit
- Birds Gonna Fly
- Count My Days
- Milly Rocc
- Fucc Da Club Up
- Birdboy 2
- Shotta Chapter 1
- Ride Out
- Joker
- Drug Dreaming/Drug thoughts*
- Can’t Leave Without It (Freestyle)
- Allegations*
- Wheels
- Lethal Injection
- Emphasis
- Deep End*
- 2 Phones
- Tell Me To Go (Murder Trail)*
- Peace & Love*
- Act a Fool
- Insecurities
- High Vibes
- I Get The Pack
- Rambo
- Choppa MEM
- Advanced Money/Doing Her Wrong
- Let Em Know
- BBW
- Big Glock
- Thug Poetry
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