Released: August 24, 2018

Songwriter: Aristos Petrou Scott Arceneaux Jr.

Producer: Budd Dwyer

[Intro: NORMAN ATOMIC]
Hold up, po' me up, yes
Double the cup just to cut the stress in half
Guess who the fuck left
After all is said and done, regret the past
Best move along, got a long way to go, ayy
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know (aye!)

[Verse 1: NORMAN ATOMIC]
Shawty, I don't mind, but you're always on my mind
Think about you all the time, think about you all the time
Where the fuck was I when this relationship dried?
I was probably high to realize you left my side
I will finally give out and die, finally give out and die
I would love it if you bring me flowers, if you come by
If you come around

[Chorus: ANTHONY MARS]
$uicide been on my mind
Pour my heart on the concrete every fucking time
Each time you left, it feels like you died
Depressed and I don't wanna go on any longer

[Verse 2: ANTHONY MARS]
Delusions keep me going
Illusions keep me hoping
Parachute woven from broken down
Men are from Mars, but there's nothing but cold
Grow up all alone
No fam, no home
So I do drugs, just to numb up
Yeah, I do drugs, when I wanna
Back off the Xans, five in the morning
Ain't tryna come down
Ain't tryna be sober

[Chorus: ANTHONY MARS with NORMAN ATOMIC]
$uicide been on my mind
Pour my heart on the concrete every fucking time
$uicide been on my mind
Pour my heart on the concrete every fucking time
$uicide been on my mind
Pour my heart on the concrete every fucking time
$uicide been on my mind
Pour my heart on the concrete every fucking time

$UICIDEBOY$

Hailing from New Orleans, $UICIDEBOY$ are a rap duo of two Scott Arceneaux Jr. and Aristos Petrou. However, many different names and personas are used in place of their real names—for example, “Ruby Da Cherry,” “$uicide Christ,” and many more—each having individual meanings. The full list and breakdown of these aliases can be found here. $B are currently signed underground rap-based record label, G*59 Records, who have also signed Ramirez and Germ.

The boys' discography ranges from horrorcore glitch-trap–working with heavy bass, to gloomy atmospherics and drugged-out rhymes. They began in 2014 by releasing the soon-to-be-infamous series, “Kill Yourself.” The cousins layered their twisted raps over short but snappy tracks, releasing albums and EP’s along the way; such as Black $uicide, Grey/Gray and YUNGDEATHLILLIFE in 2015.

Ruby has not always been a rapper. Before the era of $B—Ruby was a drummer in a punk-rock band who went by the name of Vapo-Rats. During an interview with No Jumper a few years after leaving the band Ruby explained his reasoning for his choice to depart from the group. During the interview, $crim said,