XXXTENTACION

Released: November 30, 2014

Songwriter: XXXTENTACION

Producer: Fifty Grand

[Monologue]
I dream so much
And I just can't seem to find an answer
To what I'm looking for, in general
I can't keep living like this
It's breaking my heart, day by day
I mean, who's to say...
Who's to say you find an answer when living?
What if you just die?
What if life as we know it is all a game?
What if we live for no reason?
What if you just disappear when you die?
Should I cling to life
Or should I just kill myself?
So many contradictions, contemplations
It's getting harder and harder to mask my pain
I can't tell if I wanna live or if I wanna die
Please, save me

Jahseh Dwayne Ricardo Onfroy (born on January 23, 1998, in Plantation and raised in Lauderhill, Broward County, Florida)—better known by his stage name, XXXTENTACION (pronounced xxx-tenta-ción)—was an established force in the Florida Soundcloud rap scene. He became widely known for his uniquely raw and aggressive approach to music. X claimed that his varied artistic influences range from alternative rock bands such as Nirvana and The Fray to distinguished rappers like Lil Wayne and The Notorious B.I.G.

His breakout hit “Look At Me” was first released on Soundcloud in 2015, and then edited and re-released for his 2017 mixtape Revenge. This scored him an appearance in the XXL Freshman Class of 2017. He took the 10th spot, meaning he was voted in by the fans.

X frequently collaborated with his friend and fellow South Florida rapper, Ski Mask The Slump God. He met Ski in juvenile detention and founded the music collective, Members Only, with him.

more tracks from the album

♡ ʳ ᵃ ʳ ᵉ ♡ (rare)

From the album

♡ ʳ ᵃ ʳ ᵉ ♡ (rare) (2014)

XXXTENTACION popular songs

​a message to tina belcherXXXTENTACION

XXXTENTACION

♡ ʳ ᵃ ʳ ᵉ ♡ (rare)

a message to tina belcherXXXTENTACION