Released: November 21, 2014

Songwriter: BONES XXXTENTACION

Producer: ​greaf

[Intro: XXXTENTACION & Emma Louise]
Shtuom ruo neewteb seid ecapS tuo dna ni revO
My flesh is cold, I held a ghost
My flesh is cold, I held a ghost
My flesh is cold, I held a ghost
My flesh is....
My flesh is cold, I held a ghost
My flesh is cold, I held a ghost
My flesh is cold, I held a ghost (Ayy, ayy)

[Verse: XXXTENTACION & Bones]
I've held a ghost
And I, could've been
Next fall, next blade in the king
Bleed red, four doors in the Benz
But I met four ghosts in the pen
And it slipped through my fingertips
And I, could've been
I've lost all hope
Dead, boy, my soul is amiss
Flushed skin, X types of a kiss
Rather hate, bitch
I want nothing to do with this
Just face the abyss, and I (Ayy!)
Place blame for this shit (Ayy)
Rather be dead, dull blades on my wrist, wrist
Fucking with my head, get dead, that's the gist
Flushed, you can see it on me, I'm pissed, pissed
Lost in the mist (Ayy), pants full of piss (Ayy)
Pick a daffodilly, so pretty at this
Fist fuck, started feeling, silly willy, take a look
At the rope, then he jumped
All he needed was a brick, brick

[Bridge: XXXTENTACION & Bones]
Daisy, those are making Fugazi
If we don't leave
Lost, I pick up a case and
Close it, close it, pick up the rabies (Ayy, ayy, ayy)
We will burn with this town
Daisy, those are making Fugazi
Lost, I pick up a case and
Close it, close it, pick up the rabies (Ayy ayy, ayy ayy)

[Outro: XXXTENTACION & Bones]
Living a farce
If everything was everything
Living a farce, living a farce
Living a farce
I would never have to worry about anything
Living a farce, living a farce
I've held a ghost
And it slipped through my fingertips

XXXTENTACION

Jahseh Dwayne Ricardo Onfroy (born on January 23, 1998, in Plantation and raised in Lauderhill, Broward County, Florida)—better known by his stage name, XXXTENTACION (pronounced xxx-tenta-ción)—was an established force in the Florida Soundcloud rap scene. He became widely known for his uniquely raw and aggressive approach to music. X claimed that his varied artistic influences range from alternative rock bands such as Nirvana and The Fray to distinguished rappers like Lil Wayne and The Notorious B.I.G.

His breakout hit “Look At Me” was first released on Soundcloud in 2015, and then edited and re-released for his 2017 mixtape Revenge. This scored him an appearance in the XXL Freshman Class of 2017. He took the 10th spot, meaning he was voted in by the fans.

X frequently collaborated with his friend and fellow South Florida rapper, Ski Mask The Slump God. He met Ski in juvenile detention and founded the music collective, Members Only, with him.