Released: November 19, 2020

Songwriter: Aleksej Evgenevich Potekhin Serge Zhukov Earwulf Tia Scola Ava Max Madison Love Cirkut

Producer: Jonas Blue Earwulf Cirkut

[Verse 1]
Baby, now and then
I think about me now and who I could have been
And then I picture all the perfect that we lived
'Til I cut the strings on your tiny violin, oh woah

[Pre-Chorus]
My mind's got a m-m-mind of its own right now
And it makes me hate me
I'll explode like a dynamite if I can't decide, baby

[Chorus]
My head and my heart are torturing me, yeah
Lost my mind in your arms, I go to extremes, yeah
When angels tell me run, and monsters call it love, oh
My head and my heart are caught in-between, yeah

[Post-Chorus]
La-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la
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La-la-la-la-la
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La-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la-la-la

[Verse 2]
Tell mе yes or no
Asking the heavеns, "Should I stay or should I go?"
You held my hand when I had nothing left to hold
And now I'm on a roll, oh
Oh woah

[Pre-Chorus]
My mind's got a m-m-mind of its own right now
And it makes me hate me
I'll explode like a dynamite if I can't decide, baby

[Chorus]
My head and my heart are torturing me, yeah
Lost my mind in your arms, I go to extremes, yeah
When angels tell me run, and monsters call it love, oh
My head and my heart are caught in-between, yeah

[Post-Chorus]
La-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la-la-la
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[Bridge]
I'm standin' at the crossroads
I cross my heart with X and O's
Which way leads to forever?
Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh
God only knows

[Chorus]
My head and my heart are torturing me, yeah
Lost my mind in your arms, I go to extremes, yeah
When angels tell me run, and monsters call it love, oh
My head (My head) and my heart (My heart)
Are caught in-between, yeah

[Post-Chorus]
La-la-la-la-la (Oh)
La-la-la-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la (Oh)
La-la-la-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la (La, la-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la, oh)
La-la-la-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la (Oh yeah)
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la

Ava Max

Coupling powerhouse vocals with simultaneously catchy and powerful songwriting, Ava Max is one of the fastest rising pop singers. Born Amanda Ava Koci on February 16, 1994 in Milwaukee, Wisconsin to Albanian immigrants, Max didn’t get her start in the music industry until 2017 with her feature on “Clap Your Hands”.

Before long, she scored her breakout hit through “Sweet but Psycho”, which reached number one on several music charts around the world before climbing into the top 10 of the Billboard Hot 100.