Released: May 5, 2020

Songwriter: Josh Fountain Jenna Andrews BENEE

[Chorus]
I know I fucked up, I'm just a loser
Shouldn't be with ya, guess I'm a quitter
While you're out there drinkin', I'm just here thinkin'
'Bout where I should've been
I been lonely

[Verse 1]
Water pouring down from the ceilin'
I knew this would happen, still hard to believe it
Maybe I'm dramatic, I don't wanna seem it
I don't wanna panic

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm a sad girl in this big world
It's a mad world
All of my friends know what's happened
You're a bad thing

[Chorus]
I know I fucked up, I'm just a loser
Shouldn't be with ya, guess I'm a quitter
While you're out there drinkin', I'm just here thinkin'
'Bout where I should've been
I've been lonely, mmm, ah, yeah

[Post-Chorus]
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la
Lonely, I'm a lonely bitch
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la
Lonely, super lonely

[Verse 2]
Now I'm in the bathtub, cryin'
Think I'm slowly sinking
Bubbles in my eyes now
Maybe I'm just dreamin'
Now I'm in the sad club
Just tryna get a backrub (Oh)

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm a sad girl in this big world
It's a mad world (Oh)
All of my friends know what's happened
You're a bad thing, no

[Chorus]
I know I fucked up, I'm just a loser
Shouldn't be with ya, guess I'm a quitter
While you're out there drinkin', I'm just here thinkin'
'Bout where I should've been
I've been lonely, mm, ah, yeah

[Post-Chorus]
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la
Lonely (Lonely bitch)
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la
Lonely

[Outro]
Yeah, I've been lonely, I've been lonely (La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la)
Lonely (I've been lonely, by the way)
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la
Lonely

BENEE

Stella Rose Bennett (born 30 January 2000), known professionally as BENEE (formerly Bene), is a New Zealand singer-songwriter who debuted in December 2017 with “Tough Guy.” Music had always been part of her life, with a family history in theatre. BENEE’s first instrument was a saxophone, playing it for several years, along with the guitar.

BENEE started posting music to Soundcloud in her final year of high school (2017), catching the attention of producer Josh Fountain. The pair went on the work together in several of her singles, including break-out single “Soaked” which was featured on triple j’s hottest 100 (2018).

After spending two weeks in a communications course at the Auckland Institute of Technology, Benee realised she wanted to be making music full-time.