Released: September 28, 2019
Hold on to the energy I have laid
When your heart aches(/hard days)
All eternity to remain
In an autopsy of wondering
Where it ends
But darling know where it hurts to see if you're fallen
Into the weight of the worst tyrant that I had to face
Underneath the door should've locked away
Heard the need to know so I navigated
To my own death
I need a break from the possibilities I have created
With all the remedies I thought would save me
But all it did was made me realize
That I'm so tired of listening to my head
Of all the things I could've done instead
The years I’ve lost when all that I could see
Were lies disguising my reality
I’m so done with the fantasies in my mending heart
I said I wouldn’t draw the worst possibilities cause I'm hurting
It don’t give me a second to avail me of all I imagine but I've fallen down and I've fallen down into
Into the weight of the worst tyrant that I had to face
Underneath the door should've locked away
Heard the need to know so I navigated
To my own death
I need a break from the possibilities I have created
With all the remedies I thought would save me
But all it did was made me realize
That I'm so tired of listening to my head
Of all the things I could've done instead
The years I’ve lost when all that I could see
Were lies disguising my reality
(Ooh, ooh, ooh...)
That I'm so tired of listening to my head
Of all the things I could've done instead
The years I’ve lost when all that I could see
Were lies disguising my reality
When your heart aches(/hard days)
All eternity to remain
In an autopsy of wondering
Where it ends
But darling know where it hurts to see if you're fallen
Into the weight of the worst tyrant that I had to face
Underneath the door should've locked away
Heard the need to know so I navigated
To my own death
I need a break from the possibilities I have created
With all the remedies I thought would save me
But all it did was made me realize
That I'm so tired of listening to my head
Of all the things I could've done instead
The years I’ve lost when all that I could see
Were lies disguising my reality
I’m so done with the fantasies in my mending heart
I said I wouldn’t draw the worst possibilities cause I'm hurting
It don’t give me a second to avail me of all I imagine but I've fallen down and I've fallen down into
Into the weight of the worst tyrant that I had to face
Underneath the door should've locked away
Heard the need to know so I navigated
To my own death
I need a break from the possibilities I have created
With all the remedies I thought would save me
But all it did was made me realize
That I'm so tired of listening to my head
Of all the things I could've done instead
The years I’ve lost when all that I could see
Were lies disguising my reality
(Ooh, ooh, ooh...)
That I'm so tired of listening to my head
Of all the things I could've done instead
The years I’ve lost when all that I could see
Were lies disguising my reality
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