Released: January 9, 2021

Featuring: XXXTENTACION

Songwriter: Big Taste & Lowell JRM Kinetics XXXTENTACION Madison Beer One Love

Producer: Madison Beer & Big Taste

[Verse 1]
Boy, you're such a lost cause
Now your name is crossed off
How you gonna fix this?
You can't even fix yourself
It was almost two years
That I chose to spend here
All alone on New Year's
Thinkin' "What the Hell?"

[Pre-Chorus]
I don't wanna break your thread and needle
Tryna stitch you, but I can't, I refuse

[Chorus]
Shouldn't love you, but I couldn't help it
Had a feeling that you never felt it
I always knew that you were too damn selfish
Don't know why I looked the other way
I wanted you to change, yeah
I shouldn't love you, but I couldn't help it
I always knew that you were too damn selfish

Selfish
I just want you all to my own
I'll fuck you better on everything, on everything
Your pussy was meant for me, was meant for me
You know what you did to me, you did to me
I'm havin' withdrawals, withdrawals, withdrawals
But you don't know what you done to me, you done to me
The pussy was ecstasy, was ecstasy
You said I'm the chosen one, your only one
I know I was wrong, wrong, wrong
Pop that pussy for X to see, for X to see
I want you right under me, te amo mami
You were the one for me, the one for me
I know I did wrong, so wrong, wrong
I'll fuck you better on everything, on everything
You knew you were everything, everything
I'll fuck you with everything, on everything
I want...
Selfish
I just want you all to my own

[Verse 2]
I bet you thought you gave me real love
But we spent it all in nightclubs
All you ever wanna do is lie
Why you always such a Gemini?
Baby, who you tryna run from?
Me or all your problems?
You know you will never solve 'em
You don't even know yourself

[Pre-Chorus]
I don't wanna break your thread and needle
Tryna stitch you, but I can't, I refuse

[Chorus]
Shouldn't love you, but I couldn't help it
Had a feeling that you never felt it
I always knew that you were too damn selfish
Don't know why I looked the other way
I wanted you to change, yeah
I shouldn't love you, but I couldn't help it
I always knew that you were too damn selfish

[Post-Chorus]
I don't wanna break your thread and needle
Tryna stitch you, but I can't, I refuse

[Bridge]
But it's not possible
Plus I'm not responsible
For your self-made obstacles
Put my heart in the hospital, woah, woah-oh

[Chorus]
Shouldn't love you, but I couldn't help it
Had a feeling that you never felt it
I always knew that you were too damn selfish
Don't know why I looked the other way
I wanted you to change, yeah
I shouldn't love you, but I couldn't help it
I always knew that you were too damn selfish

[Outro]
Oh-oh, mm

Madison Beer

Madison Elle Beer (born March 5, 1999) is an American pop singer and songwriter. She was recognized by Justin Bieber and his manager, Scooter Braun, who tweeted one of her songs on her Youtube Channel. Justin later featured in the music video for her first single “Melodies.” Not long after, Beer signed with Island Def Jam, the same label Bieber is a part of.

On February 2, 2018, her first EP As She Pleases was released independently, and peaked at #93 on the Billboard 200 chart.

On August 9, 2019, Beer signed a contract with Epic Records, a division of Sony Music Entertainment after being an independent artist for 4 years.