Released: March 12, 2021

Featuring: ​blackbear

Songwriter: MOD SUN J. P. Clark Matthew Marino Ryan Daly ​blackbear

Producer: Ryan Daly

[Intro: MOD SUN & blackbear]
It's heavy

[Verse 1: MOD SUN, MOD SUN & blackbear]
I've said my peace while you just made your bed
You take a little bit of blame, I end up takin' all the rest
What am I supposed to do? (Yeah)
Why you make me do the things
Do the things, do the things I do?
You just wanna find some holes in my hands
What I told you was the plan, well, it changed up
I'm sorry it ends up this way

[Chorus: MOD SUN & blackbear]
I found the truth about you, baby
And it was heavy (Yeah, yeah, ayy)
I just heard some shit that affected me (Yeah, yeah, ayy)
I never saw it comin', I wasn't ready (I wasn't ready)
Look up to the sky, look up to the sky (The sky)
If Heaven is heavy, then we're light as a feather
Hope you're takin' it in 'cause it won't last forever, heavy (Heavy)

[Post-Chorus: MOD SUN]
Heavy, yeah, it's so heavy (Heavy, heavy, heavy)
I found the truth about you, baby

[Verse 2: blackbear]
Uh, you got me stuck in a coma
Stomach feeling weak, you're always switching up personas
And we been social distancing before there was Corona
Head is spinning every time I see a Range Rover
All the roses dead and now my heart froze over
Crown is getting heavy on my head and my shoulders
Heavy like my eyes, I was sleep but I woke up
Heavy like my tears, I'm empty like the ocean
The ocean is empty, hope you know how to swim
'Cause I'm watching you drown and I'm taking it in, yeah, yeah, yeah
It's heavy (Heavy)

[Chorus: MOD SUN & blackbear]
I found the truth about you, baby
And it was heavy (Yeah, yeah, ayy)
I just heard some shit that are affected me (Yeah, yeah, ayy, affected me)
I never saw it comin', I wasn't ready (I wasn't ready, I wasn't ready)
Look up to the sky, look up to the sky (The sky)
If Heaven is heavy, then we're light as a feather
Hope you're takin' it in 'cause it won't last forever, heavy (Heavy, heavy, heavy)

[Post-Chorus: MOD SUN & blackbear]
Heavy, yeah, it's so heavy (Heavy, heavy, heavy)
I found the truth about you, baby (Heavy, heavy, heavy)

[Outro: blackbear & MOD SUN]
It's heavy (It was heavy)
I found the truth about you, baby
And it was heavy

MOD SUN

Derek Smith, known professionally as MOD SUN (an acronym standing for “Movement On Dreams, Stand Under None”), is an American rapper, producer, author, rock musician and poet from Bloomington, Minnesota.